ka tasya and ka nita- new mood healer ♥ ♥

dear reader, hi and how are you?
I am totally fine :)

days passe and weeks gone with time. how's your day dear?
I'm having a lot of fun days with my ka tasya and ka nita. ever heard their name before?
well, actually I knew them just 5 months ago while I'm attending somekind of ceremonial things
then.... we're starting to spend time together.
they are totally kind! they're nice and friendly
they also my mood healer, they're my best after my parents

love you my katasya and kanita


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xoxo- bonita

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RANDOM FACES FORM MY DAY ♥ ♥

Quotes

" I'm not your toy darling, so watch out and stop playing with my heart"

past

these are some of my sweet memories trough several months ago...
yeah, sometimes even memories still memories it still deserve some places in our heart
may the past be the sweetest thought in mind


bonita,

xoxo

wondering why ?

wondering why gue deket sama cowo yang lebih tua dari gue then I asked my friend.
so here they goes my friend's mind

deisy : mungkin lo itu kaya barang yang perlu dijaga ly. takut kenapa kenapa. soalnya kan lu kalo latah suka macem macem tuh, nah mungkin itu cowo merasa lo harus dirubah dan dilindungi kali.
-- dear deisy meskipun aku agak gk jelas dengan apa yang kamu maksud, tapi heeeeey, kamu itu ya! emang aku apaan deh latah macam macam -_-"

windy : kamu itu lucu kaya boneka ly, dan mereka itu mungkin gk punya boneka waktu kecil. jadi kamu dijadikan mainanan mereka deh hahahaa
--dearest my hunny bunny sweetie windy, heh yaampun aku udah seneng ya kamu bilang aku imut. eh ternyata ujungnya aku dikira mainan. I'm not boy's toy darlaaa -_-"

indah : hmm, kenapa ya? yah ulbon yang namanya jodoh emang ada yang tau? kalo lo emang deket sm cowo yang lebih tua terus? so what? biarin aja semua berjalan apa adanya
-- my lovely Indah I love you so muchoo ndah hhe

sisi : kamu itu terlalu immature sayaaang ku, jadi mungkin some of boys thinks that you deserve to be protected or something
-- greatest sisi, siy aku speechless nih hhehhee

meskipun some of my girls told me already about the reason, I'm still curious...


bonita signout,

xoxo

letter to God

Dear God,

God, just if I could choose my father before I was born, I choose normal father for me.

God, if I could choose my own family before I was born, I choose to be a princess in the Royal Family

God, if I could ask you to be born not in 3 July 1993, I rather choose to born in other year.

God, If I could choose my own destiny, I want to be a success doctor with a big and happy family of mine

God, If I could choose my own nationality, I want to be a English people, not Indonesian

God, If I could choose my own house. I want live in the big palace with a lot of servant

God, If I could ask you to make me pretty. I want supermodel body with beautiful face

God, If I could choose my boyfriend, I want a good boy, with a super brain, a handsome face and tall.

God, If I could be as smart as Einstein, I would thank you a lot.

But, dear God, I know that You are so good to me.

You give me more than what I need. You give me more than what I asked. You give me whatever I need. You know which good and bad for me. For those things, I thank you dearest God…

I thank you, for every little thing You’ve given to me

Thanks for giving me a family like mine.

Thanks for giving me a father with handicapped, so I’ll feel more empathy to handicapped person whom only have one hand, one leg etc.

Thanks for giving me a super father, even He’s handicapped with only one hand, he still work as usual and drive me where ever I need.

Thanks for giving me a father whom worked as a journalist, so he could teach me how to write something perfectly

Thanks for giving me a father with super self-confident, so I could say to my friend, “my father is there, someone with only one hand. he ever worked with a lot of Indonesian public figure in politic, and I’m proud to be her daughter”

Thanks for giving me a lot of person who loves me a lot

Thanks for giving me a brain like mine, so I know how it feels to be normal

Thanks for giving me Indonesian nationality, so I could say to the world, “hey, Batik is from Indonesia. Wayang is from Indonesia. Ulos is also from Indonesia. Indonesia is a diversity country”

Thanks for giving me little house with a big love inside

Thanks for giving me a body and face like mine, so I proud to say “I’m Indonesian, I love my tan skin. I know you envy me dear Mongolian and Caucasian outside there”

Thanks for giving me more boy-friend and bestiest with a great love for me.

Thanks for giving me my first, bassist, and my mood healer. So I know how it feels to be hurt, and I learn to heal the pain.

Thanks for giving me everything I need

Oh God, I couldn’t count your love for me. I couldn’t remember all of Your gift in my live

Dear God, I fully thanks to for giving me more love each day and also from people around me.

Please lead me still in Your way, so I’m not gonna fall down.

Please give me direction in Your way, so I’m not gonna be in the wrong way

Please give me a pure heart so I could help people.

Please hold my hand and teach me how to learn to the rope to catch my dreams

Because, I’m nothing without you by my side.

Quotes

"if I could rearrange the alphabets, I gonna put U and I together side by side"

Maturity

"...because maturity never comes too young"

mature
yes, maturity. what is the definition if maturity?
no, we're not talking about biology stuff. we're talking about maturity and age.
is 16 already mature? or 18? or mid 20?
can you get it? me? no I don't
as long as I know, mature means that you're able to choose whether good or bad for you. you know and can solve the problem by your self, and you also know how to depend on your self correctly.
from the explanation above, if I have to classify a person into maturity level there are 3 levels of maturity

First
the immature person
this kind of person is like a baby. they pretend like they don't have any problem. they pretend like everything is okay. because they don't know the world. they live for every hour has passed.
they just come up with problem, and they don't know how to solve it.
they're confuse to find a solution on their own problem.

Second
the midmature person
this kind of person is like a adolescent or some kind of teenager. they have problem, and mostly they pretend like they know how to solve it. In fact? they're nothing but a shit. they pretend to like something, in fact they like nothing but a mess. and they pretend everything is okay, in fact? while the world still spinning nothing is allrite. people had problem, and they had to cope with that.
this kind of midmature person, they just live for today. they don't even thinking about what they want to be in the next day. because they think everything is there for them.

Third
the mature person
this kind of person is a fully-grown-up person. They had problem and they solve it. they know how to cope with their problem. they know with whom they supposed to talk about their problem. THEY ARE TOTALLY KNOW ABOUT THEIR OWN SELF AND THEIR PROBLEM ALSO. they live and life for today and tomorrow

if you're asking me, "ully, which level are you in?"
I'll be proudly answer, " I'm in the second level dear"
yes, I'm in the second level. but, I'm trying my best to upgrade my level! so I could catch the third level ASAP.
what about you?
may you all have the third level of maturity



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Bonita xoxo

I waste 56 minutes

"I waste 56 minutes today, by crying under my blanket"

11.00 am
I turn off my cell phone.
I need someone to depend.
I know this is just too late, I know the time past
I know, it's just too late. that is my regret.


11.15 am
I open my window, the wind blow my mind
the sky so blue, with humid weather.
I need blanket, it's cool in here

11.30 am
okay, now I'm alone here. doing nothing but shit
I'm sick of being tired..
I'm sick of this situation
I need fresh air, I need something amusing

11.35 am
I'm crying under my blanket

11.56 am
I'm thinking --> am I to exaggerating?
I do ? oh gee, what-so-ever..
I'm crying just for a while, then I smile and everything gonna be okay

Cheer up my self and handle this day!!

10.00 a.m
turn on my computer
have a sight-seeing my old photos
and I realize, that I miss that time...

Here they goes some photos ♥♥♥♥

-no comment-

beth, where have you been? me miss you...

Yohana-elizabeth

ully-elizabeth

ami-riri-ully

way back into love

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

hay folks! how are you all?
ah sudah lah inggris inggris nya. gue malu bahasa inggris gue pas banget, belum lagi tenses nya yg aburadul. adooh saya bisa mati malu nih kalo ada yg ngerti tenses comment (exaggerating)
anyway libur seminggu itu lama juga ya... yah meskipun gk begitu lama juga sih (mulai gak konsisten) bener deh, gue sampe mati bosen dirumah gitu ciiin.. (exaggerating again)
yang lebih parah lagi, hp saya sepi sekali saudara-saudara! astaga itu hp gak ada bunyi nya! apalah gunanya hp kalau ia tidak berbunyi? ah sudahlah, nasib saya memang demikian (poor me)

but, wait up! what about my love life? tuh kan ujung ujung nya curcol love life lagi hhee
ih tapi biarin deh, dari pada gue curcol love life sama yang lain yekan? yang ada nanti sms gue dibales singkat-padat-gak jelas. apalagi kalo curhat nya ke salah orang? wah bisa bisa urusan nya gue malu sendiri.
love life saya, tidak begitu bagus folks. yah standar anak sma gitu gimana deh.. fyi saya single looh (bukan promosi). niatnya sih single dulu sampai nanti lulus sma (amin)
nunggu B juga single deh gue hhahha..
but anyway, gue tiba-tiba mikir gini

"love thing is just too young for me, isn't ?"

tapi bukan nya puppy love itu ada nya pas sma ya? eh tapi wait, gak bisa dibilang puppy love juga sih. gue kenal beberapa orang yyang pacaran dari sma bahkan sampe lulus juga masih awet. in case they are my close relatives and friend. Senior gue ada yang udah 2-3 tahun gitu, abang gue udah 8 tahun sama pacarnya-meskipun putus sih
terus yang bener gimana dong?
yaaaah, to be honest gue gk terlalu mengerti juga sih... maklum masih amatir dalam hal demikian hha.. hmm coba anda tanya pakarnya saja misalnya abang saya yang sudah 8 tahun dengan mantan nya

TAPI, menurut analisis seorang amatir seperti saya begini :

"love things or some kind like that is just too young for me. but as long as it doesn't disturb my school-family -friend it's all okay. anyway, puppy love is the ingredients of High school life, rite?"

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bonita xoxo

Memories

“Memories will be memories; it doesn’t have any power to the future. But just like two sides of coin, you can’t forget the memories. Because memories are past but not dust- which come and go easily”

Quotes

"Time Is The Best Medicine"- Deisy F.H

Come Rain Come Shine --Tata Young

“Unsuspecting, the way you cross my mind
Who could've known you'd be so real…”

Keep your mind POSITIVE

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My mood today

Ok, well gw akui sumpahhh mood gw ancuur sehancur-hancur nya!! Banget-banget! Kalau diandaikan sebagai cuaca, mendung banget, tapi belom hujan, udaranya lembab banget! Bikin gw pengen tidur seharian.

Ahh gw binggung mau cerita apa, tapi I just wanna tell you guys, my day are over and turning, upside down. Nyebelin, ditambah nyokap gw yang berisik nya minta ampuuunn, mana gw lagi nyelesain essay yang naujubilah susah nya!-ok, bukan susah, tapi nggak ada ide, alias BUNTU! Please someone help me! 

*ini adalah quickpost yang sangat tidak meaning sekali!!