WELCOME SEPTEMBER

hay fellas, howdy?
doing fine? I do. how's your day? your week and your moths going? (too many question-lol)

WELCOME SEPTEMBER!! (ersten achten zweihundretundzhen) bye dearest August!
so, today is the first day of SEPTEMBER.
some says september means happiness. But, I don't even feel the atmosphere of happiness round here :'(
well, what ever it is I really wish the best for my NEW SEPTEMBER

talking about new moth, I really hope A NEW LOVE come and stop by me hhe
I've been single for more than a year and I kinda miss those feeling.
you know, thinking about someone when you're about to sleep. and off course someone's midnight call
whose waking you up for so-not-important-things-like- I -LOVE-YOU hha
but yesssss, I miss those feeling.

dear cupid, please let your love arrow stab into my heart


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XOXO, bonita

12TH GRADE

officially 12th grader!!

preparing for KEDOKTERAN HEWAN IPB 2011

great liburan selesai saudara saudara. daan kembalilah saya ke sekolah. well
HELLO 12TH GRADER! haaaay those test and scrappy things!

wow. gue sama sekali nggak nyangka udah kelas 12. rasanya baru beberapa hari yang lalu melalui MOS, kenalan sama temen baru, masuk kelas 11 ipa 3 dan sekaraaaang saya kelas 12 yang siap kuliah tahun depan (amin)

target? KEDOKTERAN HEWAN IPB 2011. please dearest God help me to make this real.
sebenernya agak takut juga sih target ini gk tercapai . cumaaa, saya yakin dan percaya pasti bisa! amin.

I'll make my parents pround of me, and that's what I gonna do

preparing those test, is't that fun as it's sound. I'm totally stuck with books, books and books and (again) books. as fun as hell. thanks

even sebernya gue pengen kelas11 gue balik, namun apa daya? bangku kuliah menunggu, daaan.. gue mau TIDAK menyiayiakan itu. udah bosen juga gue di 38, udah capek berkutat di daerah jakarta, dan mari kita hijrah ke bogor yeeah!

so... see you when I see you :)
doain masuk KEDOKTERAN HEWAN IPB yaaa.


LOVEHONEYBABE,

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Blaming the time

“Happiness, pain, hurt, with those love stuff … everyone has change to take each position at sometime”

“Why I love a person who not supposed to be loved?”

I was a bit surprise when my friend sends me a message like that.

No thunder, no rain, no fire, no smoke. Suddenly she text me like that.

I don’t know what I supposed to say, just wondering what’s going on with my friend, and then I read my Sunday Jakarta Post again.

About a hour latter my friend text me again

“Am I a sinner if I fall in love with an in-relationship boy?”

Oh my God, oh gee… Now I’m totally panic and if you could see my face-it was turn into red and blushing because I feel like, it’s just like what I feel!

Now I stop reading my Jakarta Post and while thinking about the answer I call my friend.

I asked her what’s going on.

Well, as you all can guess, she’s in love with a wrong guy.And she was burst into tears as well.

It’s normal I ought. Yeah, when you’re hurt and try to forget how the pain feels. You begin it with tears and it’s ended with smile on your face (I wish)

Then as soon as she calm down, she’s telling me all the things. Honestly, I just say “hmm, yes, hmm, then. Oh I see… then” no hurt feeling my dear. Because I know sometimes when somebody’s crying they don’t need your quotes, they just need that you’re notice what they feel.

Well, in this case, none of them (my friend and the in-relationship boy) are wrong.

I can’t blame my friend. But I also can’t blame on the in-relation boy, who seems like giving her much expectancy. The thing I could blame is TIME.

I guess, it’s only about timing it self.

Because love is something we can not create. It’s like an energy which we can’t predict when it comes. It also can not be created by human being and can not destroy by man.

“I trapped in” she said. Then burst into tears again.

“Well yeah you do darl. But try to make your care feeling to him as little as possible on an everyday basis, rather just spending bunch of time thinking about someone who never realize you care to him, or even he never thinking about you”

“aaaa ulbon, I’m an amateur and so immature, it’s too late to change it”

“a a a, no no no. maybe you’re amateur with those love stuff, but wait ya you’re no longer immature. Well, I prefer to call it being young at heart. Because Mature never comes too late”

Dear readers, do you get what my point about?

Love is something sweet and I’m pretty sure you all ever in love with something, somebody, yeah what-so-ever is that

Love can in every time, you’ll never imagine. Love trapped you, and their love buzzing will never leave you, and you’ll get hypnotized!

Ironically, there’s always a balance to this game. There are yin and yang, there are performer and audience, there are liars and victims, and there are always happiness and pain-hurt in love stuff. Everyone has change to take up each position at sometime.

Don’t blame it on your self, take it easy. This time if you just feel like my friend feels…

You’re VISTIMS. Who is the executant?

Let’s go and BLAME ON THE TIME!!!!!

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xoxo

when your eyes speaking

"truth from your eyes"

It was the day when I woke up late to school and my eyes was so SLANTED that day.

Okay, obey the fact that my eyes are already slanted.

No, I’m not Chinese, I’m totally bataknese.

And I don’t know how come I have such this slanted eyes.

Back then. I say hello to my chair mate without any expression at once, because I was so sleepy that day.

You know what she said? She said, “ly, are you mad at me? Am I doing something wrong to you? Why your eyes seems so hate me?”

Oh my Goddess, what’s going on with my eyes and the way I look people?

Am I looking like wanna bite you darlaaa? LOL-ing

Other day, I had a meeting with my friends and juniors. I said nothing because I tried to be a good listener. But you know what my juniors said to me? “Ka ully, your eyes seems like so sharp. The way you look at us, is like a lion seeking for a prey”

WHAT? Oh my dear juniors, I don’t know what’s going on with my eyes…

I wish I could change this eyes.

Oh ya! Remembered about Heart-breaker-boy, he ever said something about my eyes.

He said, I look so attractive because of my eyes. OH MY GOD, it’s like hearing the light strike in the rain! I don’t know it’s just a “lips service” or a true fact- I do astonishing.

Well, actually I’m a friendly person, humble, love to mingle with people and it’s really poles apart with the entire stereotype that people once judge me.

WHAT-SO-EVER people talking about my eyes, I and “the looking for prey eyes” are inseparable. Yes that’s me.

My uncle is a photographer, and his best object is people eyes. You know why?

He said, “Idle hands can became the tool of the devil, the mouth can utter lies, lips sometimes hide a poisoned kiss and the body can ache from extra weight and years but the eyes will always tell the truth”

Yes, your eyes are the most honest part of your body.

You can’t hide your sad eyes after cry. You can’t cover your smize eyes when you hate someone. You can’t emphasize your dynamic happy eyes when you’re in love.

Well, one last word from me honey…

If you want to find someone lie or no, look them in their eyes.

Because, eyes will always tell you the truth.

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bonita xoxo

Maturity

"...because maturity never comes too young"

mature
yes, maturity. what is the definition if maturity?
no, we're not talking about biology stuff. we're talking about maturity and age.
is 16 already mature? or 18? or mid 20?
can you get it? me? no I don't
as long as I know, mature means that you're able to choose whether good or bad for you. you know and can solve the problem by your self, and you also know how to depend on your self correctly.
from the explanation above, if I have to classify a person into maturity level there are 3 levels of maturity

First
the immature person
this kind of person is like a baby. they pretend like they don't have any problem. they pretend like everything is okay. because they don't know the world. they live for every hour has passed.
they just come up with problem, and they don't know how to solve it.
they're confuse to find a solution on their own problem.

Second
the midmature person
this kind of person is like a adolescent or some kind of teenager. they have problem, and mostly they pretend like they know how to solve it. In fact? they're nothing but a shit. they pretend to like something, in fact they like nothing but a mess. and they pretend everything is okay, in fact? while the world still spinning nothing is allrite. people had problem, and they had to cope with that.
this kind of midmature person, they just live for today. they don't even thinking about what they want to be in the next day. because they think everything is there for them.

Third
the mature person
this kind of person is a fully-grown-up person. They had problem and they solve it. they know how to cope with their problem. they know with whom they supposed to talk about their problem. THEY ARE TOTALLY KNOW ABOUT THEIR OWN SELF AND THEIR PROBLEM ALSO. they live and life for today and tomorrow

if you're asking me, "ully, which level are you in?"
I'll be proudly answer, " I'm in the second level dear"
yes, I'm in the second level. but, I'm trying my best to upgrade my level! so I could catch the third level ASAP.
what about you?
may you all have the third level of maturity



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Bonita xoxo

way back into love

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

hay folks! how are you all?
ah sudah lah inggris inggris nya. gue malu bahasa inggris gue pas banget, belum lagi tenses nya yg aburadul. adooh saya bisa mati malu nih kalo ada yg ngerti tenses comment (exaggerating)
anyway libur seminggu itu lama juga ya... yah meskipun gk begitu lama juga sih (mulai gak konsisten) bener deh, gue sampe mati bosen dirumah gitu ciiin.. (exaggerating again)
yang lebih parah lagi, hp saya sepi sekali saudara-saudara! astaga itu hp gak ada bunyi nya! apalah gunanya hp kalau ia tidak berbunyi? ah sudahlah, nasib saya memang demikian (poor me)

but, wait up! what about my love life? tuh kan ujung ujung nya curcol love life lagi hhee
ih tapi biarin deh, dari pada gue curcol love life sama yang lain yekan? yang ada nanti sms gue dibales singkat-padat-gak jelas. apalagi kalo curhat nya ke salah orang? wah bisa bisa urusan nya gue malu sendiri.
love life saya, tidak begitu bagus folks. yah standar anak sma gitu gimana deh.. fyi saya single looh (bukan promosi). niatnya sih single dulu sampai nanti lulus sma (amin)
nunggu B juga single deh gue hhahha..
but anyway, gue tiba-tiba mikir gini

"love thing is just too young for me, isn't ?"

tapi bukan nya puppy love itu ada nya pas sma ya? eh tapi wait, gak bisa dibilang puppy love juga sih. gue kenal beberapa orang yyang pacaran dari sma bahkan sampe lulus juga masih awet. in case they are my close relatives and friend. Senior gue ada yang udah 2-3 tahun gitu, abang gue udah 8 tahun sama pacarnya-meskipun putus sih
terus yang bener gimana dong?
yaaaah, to be honest gue gk terlalu mengerti juga sih... maklum masih amatir dalam hal demikian hha.. hmm coba anda tanya pakarnya saja misalnya abang saya yang sudah 8 tahun dengan mantan nya

TAPI, menurut analisis seorang amatir seperti saya begini :

"love things or some kind like that is just too young for me. but as long as it doesn't disturb my school-family -friend it's all okay. anyway, puppy love is the ingredients of High school life, rite?"

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The art of differences

"Are we an innocent adolescent or simply addicted to sweet illusion of the world?"

Maybe I’m a kind of melancholic person, or some kind of a girl who loves to shares my heart to other, at least to a close friend. A friend of mine said that I’m a “drama queen” girl.

Okay fyi, I’m not a drama queen. I'm just a kind of person who can’t keep my problem by my self, and I need somebody to help me out or give me some suggestion,even sometimes it’s a bad suggestion and I wouldn’t do it.

But still, whatever I said about my self, my friend still said that I’m a kind of a drama queen or something. Once again, no I’m not! Is that a huge mistake to tell somebody about your problem? Is that a sin that your best buddy know about things that made you cry? You decide dude…

Girls will be girls and boys still boys. Girl usually thinks with their heart, in the other hand Boys thinks logically.

When boys said something extra sweet just like the sweetest peach in the lime tea, girls believe it-and when girls said that they believe in, they really mean it.

In other hand, boys will simply fall in lust just if they saw a pretty creature with mini skirt and white transparent shirt- for those boys who read this; you have to confess that you ever did this before. Lol-ing

Yes, girls will simply fall in love when they find out a charm boys with extraordinary way of listening and giving them advice. But boys will simply fall in lust (or also love?) when they find out girls with extraordinary way of make up, with the endorse of mini dress or something.

In this case, I just want to say that girls sometimes make a holy-sin by thrusting their ears, and boys sometimes get into trouble by only thrusting their eyes when seeing sweet creatures, like sexy girls or something.

From my explanation above, I just want to say that everybody has weaknesses. Maybe my kind of melancholic stuff is my weakness. But I’m sure all you, yes you! The cosmopolitan person, you have your own weakness.

Yes, weaknesses are also a kind of differences. Naturally, while our country is struggling with urbanization problems, overpopulation, lack of jobs, sickening traffic jam, never-ending battle between politic party, terrible pollution and worse fashion, people and society likes to judge people by the differences they made and things they have done. But so what? In this world we’re living with differences. You and I, we’re totally different! But we live in rite? When the world still spinning, flower still blooming, and farmer still cultivate the harvest, people will always talking. There always be friend and foe, hated or love it.

Once again everybody is different, but as strange as it sound, some people often refuse it.

Are we an innocent adolescent or simply addicted to sweet illusion of the world?

Well, let’s people talks about what-so-ever they want. Let they think and gossiping about what-so-ever they need. Society is a place for us to stand up for our own differences. No need to worry about differences.

In brief, dare to be different to not a crime! Dare to speak what you want is your human rights! Coco channel once said, “To be irreplaceable one supposed to be different”. May we all be irreplaceable in our way of different.

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DIGGING YOUR GOLD MINE OF FRIEND

"thousand friends are less, but one enemy is more than enough"

A friend of mine, call her miss D is a very quite and unfriendly person, just if you don’t know her.

Her SMIZE eyes would bite your heart tenderly, because she’ll see you extra sharp and tear up your bravery (am I too exaggerating?). But, then I know that she’s a totally a good person.

A good listener, with a crazy attitude. A good girlfriend but also an emotional person. A religious girl with an open-minded attitude.( dear miss D, you owe me so much for all of this darlaa)

Well, I’m totally wrong about her at once. Yeah, my first impression to her is not as good as my first impression to my mood healer LOL.

To be honest, miss D is actually just an ordinary friend to me before we’re end up as a room mate for 4 days. And each day we’re going insane and intimate. Just imagine the way she told me almost all of her sadness and emotion about her boyfriend, and also her dilemma with someone (censored).

Somehow I feel like she knows me for a whole of my life just like my mood healer did.

Is she my soul-mate? I mean my true friend trough the Frenemies? Yes, I’m still wondering.. .

What about my other friends? Are they just friend? Or they also my true friend? Oh geez, to be honest, I do confuse about this. DILEMA OH DILEMA. How do I cope with this?

For me, a friend means a lot. They give me power and strength to do all my activity; they’re my first driver or tukang ojek, my second home, and my third mom for me. They give me joy, comfort, and support when I need most.

They’re means a lot. What do you think?

My mom said not to thrust people 100%. Thrust them 40 % and give the rest to God.

But I think, my mom could be mistaken about this. Thrusting people for me is giving them, all that I believe, make them thrust me too. That’s why when I said that I thrust someone; I truly give them my thrust.

And, since I was about to have a close friend, I thrust them whole heartedly.

Maybe, it’s just too risky to thrust someone whole heartedly, but I do like that. Yeah even As a result, I ever in trouble of forgetting someone I ever thrust and I was just end up with kind of broken-hearted (curcol- but now I’m totally okay!)

But, In this kind of cosmocity with all the cosmomisery, finding a soul mate, true friend, spouse, girlfriend-boyfriend is like digging in the gold mine. It’ll take almost all of your passion and patience, skill and care to filter tons of black sand and find out your tiny piece of gold. Principally if you’re about to find a friend, find it with heart and don’t you ever deal with your ego. Because EGO is actually the true frenemies for you and for your supposed-to-be-friend

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP ALL, may you have a genuine friend.

*hugs and kisses*

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Bonita

I need a refrigerator time capsule

Have you ever pass the day when you want it to be freeze? I do.

Hmm, let’s see, there a lot of memorable things happened for at least 1 year. Count it down darlaa..
HERE THEY GO DARLING...

First, is the day when I met bassist. Do I have to tell you about this? Well, I do really care for bassist, but then he left me with nothing but a “in-a-relationship” status. count in it also happen because of me-yes, that's my mistakes, but how could he left me without any permission? well, whatever it is, I wish him the best.

Second, is the day when I cut my hair really short until all of my friends said that I am crazy. Maybe yes I do. I do insane about this thing. Anyway, this is my father suggestion to cut my long hair until this short.

Third, is the day of ISPO. Whoaaa, I do really want to freeze this time! I wish I could. Don’t you know that I had such a good quality and leisure time with my new friend from other City? They’re really nice and to good to be true.

Fourth, is the day when I spend my night with my best room mate ever!! She is Deisy F.H. the craziest girl I ever met. My first impression to her is bad. Because she’s looking like a quite person and not-really-friendly. But anyway then I find out that all of my first impression is totally a mistakes!
She’s a nice person, and a good listener also!We had such a intimate time together as a room mate.

Fifth, is the day when I had a really bad mood at ISPO. I still remember the date. If I’m not mistaken, it was 3rd march 2010. I feel so moody and I just don’t like that day. But hopefully TADAAAAA JENG JENG… here they come the savior of my day!!! Yeps, he’s my mood healer. Thanks a bunch my mood healer.

Well, that’s 5 of my thousand day that I want to be freeze.

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Keep your mind POSITIVE

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Keep My Self As Busy As I can

That was my twitter status update when I got the national examination holiday.

Well, it’s a holiday for me, but it’s actually a HOLY-DAY for the 12^th grader. They had such a fight time to do all the examination in 1 week.

Anyway back to my twitter update. I keep my self busy with those things like house chores, the dishes, my school homework and anything that could get me as busy as possible. Then I watched some DVD, and at the same time also organizing my buffet. Oh geez, my room never been this tidy. All of this was done in such a quite time, and felt better than normal.

Wondering why?

Hmm, let’s see… it’s because I don’t want to think about my mood healer anymore. Because when I remember my mood healer suddenly I just want to text him! And text him, is such a holy-sin for me. Huhuu, I do really miss my mood healer. But what can I do? He wants me to go, and that’s the better way for both of us.

Okay, enough for the mood healer. I really wish him the best, I wish him had a good relationship with his girlfriend, and also live happily ever after just like Cinderella and Prince charming lol.

Back to my

“unusual- holiday -without -any -messages –from-my mood healer “.

Then I sat on here in front of my laptop, doing the usual virtual ritual. Facebook, twitter, YouTube, MySpace. The trees outside my house waving say hallo to me, and swigging my mood. Oh I wish it’s a weekend- because it could be the most perfect weekend I ever had.

Getting all kinds of goose bumps and moods is swing out my mood. I allow my mind to access and absorb as many as possible different colors from the world. Yet my head seemed so clearly and my creativity ran wild on this “unusual- holiday -without -any -messages –from-my mood healer “. I hope this stand for a long time. Yes, I hope and I wish. Huhu, just if I could back to my ISPO days.

For my dear Mood healer, please give me your strength and power to me! Because it’s such a hard time to forget you. This pain just too deep, and if you read this I hope you understand my feeling, and understand how much I hate that I miss and need you.

It was 15.18, I saw my window and the sky is so blue, it’s extremely pretty. The color of the sky was like the sweetest peach juice with lime tea. Great time, great mood, great sky for me. And I hope you also had such those great things for sure.

Ps: dear my mood healer DON’T YOU DARE TO FORGET ME YAA :( and dont you mad at me...

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O B S T A C L E S

"MASALAH, TERGANTUNG DARI SISI MANA KITA MELIHATNYA"

semua orang punya masalah. ya, semua orang. tidak terkecuali orang yang terlihat terus menerus bahagia. sebenarnya masalah itu tergantung dari mana kita melihat si masalah itu sendiri. kebanyakan dari kita masih melihat maslah dari kesusah yang kita dapat. yah, so do I. kadang gue berfikir untuk pergi dan lari bahkan teriak terus nyebur ke laut buta menghilangkan masalah. but actually, itu sama sekali tidak menyelesaikan si masalah itu sendiri yekan?

nah, coba deh kita kembali ke definisi masalah itu sendiri. jawabannya tergantung dari sikap kita menilai dan menghadapi masalah itu sendiri. kalau kita menghadapi masalah dengan cara negatif, maka masalah itu bisa dipastikan menjadi masalah negatif. itulah sebabnya kita harus melihat masalah dari sudut pandang positif

1. masalah adalah berkat, hal itu membuka pintu yang biasanya tidak kita lalui
   
2. masalah adalah kesempatan untuk bertumbuh, kita akan lebih cepat bertumbuh melalui masalah dari pada keberhasilan
   
3. masalah adalah guru terbaik, masalah akan mengajarkan hal yang sangat berharga kepada kita
   
4. masalah bisa dipecahkan, tidak ada maslah yang tanpa pemecahan. setiap masalah selalu memiliki jalan keluarnya sendiri.
   
5. masalah ada di mana mana, tidak ada tempat atau orang yang dikecualikan dari masalah
   
6. masalah, adalah peringtan bahwa kita tidak mandiri, dan masih sangat memerlukan bantuan Tuhan dan orang lain.

jika kita mendefinisikan masalah dari sudut pandang positif maka kita tidak akan stress dalam meghadapi masalah! kita yakin bahwa setiap masalah mempunyai jalan keluarnya sendiri. dan yang paling penting, masalah membawa kita lebih dekat pada Tuhan.

"just stick to your goal and when you have obstacles then nothing else matter"- Henry Ford

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flashy!

full moon & yellow lights

dibakar dengan suhu 5000 derajat

"...Kendi cantik itu dibakar dengan suhu 5000 derajat supaya indah dan bagus"

kemaren pagi waktu gue saat teduh, ada satu hal yg membuat gue tercenggang manggut manggut sendiri, bahkan sadar dan mencoba menyelami arti saat teduh itu.
oh iya, nyokap gue baca saat teduh itu dengan nada yg sangat amat enak, lain dari biasanya. kata katanya lembut banget sambil nasehatin adek gue yg lagi bandel-maklumlah anak kelas 2 smp lagi bandel bandel nya (loh gue?)

oke well, let me tell you more.

kadang kita sebagai seorang anak, atau manusia pada umumnya tidak bisa menerima suatu kritik, saran kata kata yg seharusnya bisa membanggun kita. just like my brotha did. dia selalu aja gk mau dibilangin, dikasih saran bahkan ngelawan sama nyokap gue. agak susah emang dibilangin. mungkin nyokap gue juga udah cape plus gk tau lagi gimana cara nasehatin dia, sampe bilang gini;

" To (Anto-red) kadang kita harus menerima kritikan meskipun kita gk suka. tau gk? hidup itu gk selalu mulus, kadang susah kadan bahkan kita gk bisa ngatasin masalah itu. dan adalah tugas orang tua untuk mendidik anaknya supaya lebih baik. mendidik itu banyak caranya, ada yg halus ada yg kasar sampe harus mukul atau cubit. mama mau membentuk kamu supaya jadi kendi tanah liat yg cantik atau intan yg kuat dan bagus. Kendi Tanah liat yg bagus itu, gk asal jadi. dari tanah liat yg gk ada bentuknya, tanah liatnya dibanting, di halusin, dibanting lagi kalo masih ada pasir yg nempel. terus di puter lagi dibentuk sampe jadi kendi. tapi belum selesai, kendi itu dibakar dengan suhu tinggi sampai 5000 derajat! belum lagi kendi itu masih harus diukir, dihias sampe bagus, baru diwarnain. semua proses panjang itu membuat kendi itu sempurna, dan itulah yg mam bikin sama kamu"

guess what? gue yg gk dinasehatin pun akhirnya sadar bahwa apa yg nyokap gue lakuin itu baik adanya.
so the moral of the story is, jangan pernah menggangap apa yg dilakukan orang tua untuk bilangin kita itu salah. justru kita yg salah menilai peringatan dan kritikan orang tua.

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book

this is one of my wondrous photograph, I really like it! kewl!
this photo ia taken 2 weeks ago at LBI UI cafetaria, when I was waiting my auntie for a dutch test.
BOTCHAN, is a really nice book. Then, I take the book photo ahay!

My satnite

G U Y S! hello!

hmm, nice to see you this night.. how's your satnite goin'? nice? me too!!!

well, even it's not night already. I already pass
my satnite at citos with my dearest friend.
yups, they are ex X7 SMAN 38.

actually, kita kesana niatnya mau buber, dibayarin sama bang Jhon. thankiies ya bang Jhon and his family. such a great time with you all!
eheh, kesempatan ini dimanfaatkan juga buat reuni X7. really great great time!
thankies a bunch ya!

eheh, hal yang paling malesin banget dari gue adalah.. gue pake kebaya ke citos.
K E B A Y A (bold, underline,italic) wanna see me with those outfit? later ya, kalo udah di upload foto nya. I'll tell you deh okay.
bloogers catch ya later ya, I wanna go bath first then go sleep.

niat hari ini : melupakan the boy, LUPA LUPA LUPAAAA..
doakan supaya terkabul ya bloggers!

honeylovebabe signout!

B O N I T A

C H A N G E S

"and everybody changing and I don't know why"

hi blogger!
huaa, nice to see you again! such a log time ya gue hint! bukan bermaksud sengaja, tapi keadaan yang tidak mendukung sekali, seperti tugas yang menumpuk, dan jadwal les yang agaknya menggangu untuk blogging.

eheh, belom nanya: APA KABAR KALIAN SEMUA? FINE?
hmm saya berharap kalian baik baik saja.
tapi nggak baik banget juga sih. ada beberapa hal yang membuat saya tidak enak

well, see tag line above kan? I've just thinking about that always, hmm ya sejak 2 minggu terakhir ini sih. so many things changing. really. for sure!

emang sih, selama lo hidup perubahan itu pasti ada. bahkan tanpa lo sadari lo sendiri juga berubah.

Time goes by, and our life goes on.

kalo kata guru fisika gue, manusia itu hidup cuma punya 2 dimensi. kita gk bisa nembus dimensi ke 3 yaitu waktu! maka jangan salah gunakan waktu. KARENA,

"HIDUP LO AKAN JALAN TERUS DAN ARAH NYA CUMA SATU YAITU KUBURAN" (pak Agusman Anwar style)

serem gak? gue sih jujur langsung bergidik, begitu denger pak agus ngomong gitu! MAN, DALEM BANGET! SUMPAH DALEM! gue langsung nyadar, dan
mau sungguh sungguh jalanin hidup sebagai seorang anak, kakak, cucu, keponakan, tante, pelajar yang baik
TAPI, ternyata begitu mau memulai hal ini, gue langsung gak jadi. soalnya banyak hal yang membuat mood gue down, dan bilang sama diri gue sendiri,
"LY, HIDUP LO KOK NYAMPAH BANGET YA?"

hmm itu yang gue pikirin . ya ya ya.. gue belom bisa menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik dalam beberapa bidang. bahkan untuk jadi :

seorang anak manis, cantik,pintar bagi kedua orang tua

beberapa hal yang gue pikirkan terus menerus dan bikin mood gue down adalah :

1. banyak remed. yah ini sih biasa banget, tapi yang gk biasa adalah saya buanyak sekali remednya! perlu digaris bawahi apalagi FISIKA! aduh sumpah deh gue sangat tidak berjodoh sekali dgn fisika dari kls 10. begitu pula sekarang meskipun kls 11 (ipa pula)

2. lepas behel. hmm, ini hal yang paling aneh dalam 1 minggu terakhir! seriously! ini aneh banget deh gk boong. bagi yang memakai behel, dan sudah melepasnya pasti merasakan. biasanya makan banyak bgt larangan nya. sekarang? SAYA MENJADI PEMAKAN SEGALA. enak sih, asik sih. CUMAAA.... I'm became WEIRDO! aneh man! aneh sumpah gak boong! one of my bestiest Dania Anisa Dajmi aka Danny, said so.

3. HP SAYA SEPI SEKALI. yah hal in sudah berlangsung dari pertama kali punya HP sih. well, sempat membaik sekitar 2 bulan lalu. tapi memburuk kembali sejak 3 minggu yang lalu. ohh okay, mungkin orang ini sudah tidak sadar keberadaan gue, dan bahkan he's decided to leave me? who knows? hidung siapa? iya kan kan kan?


well, bloggers that's all for now. berharap mood saya membaik selama libur ini.
semoga saja terjadi. hope so!
janji deh I'll be back asap ya! nanti kita(?) cerita cerita lagi hhahah
BOO YAH!


honeylovebaby, signout!


Bonita

dag , dig, dug

jegjegjegjegggg

ya ampun, udah sebulan lebih gk update blog. maunya sih update tiap hari, cuma setiap kali ada hasrat ma update blog, pasti ada aja kerjaan lainnya. sok sibuk deh ceritanya..

ok, gue udah mulai di protes oleh temen temen gue (esp. Yohana)
she said : " gue males baca blog orang yang gk pernah di update, update dong"
I said : " so much things to do yoh, next time deh, kalo mau cerita tentang baju"

hha, iya B A J U (CLOTHLES, OUTFITS)
jadi... gue punya suatu acara di gereja, yang membuat gue bikin baju (jahit). to be honest, gue gk terlalu ribet dengan semuanya itu... TAPI, nyokap gue rebek nya amit amit.. kaya mau nikahin anak

kembali ke baju...
udah hampir 3 minggu, itu bahan ada di tukang jahit, berharap kalo bajunya nanti cocok, dan bagus di gue..(SEMOGA) aduhhh, dari hari minggu, tukang jahitnya janji selesai hari selasa, tapi ternyata baru selesai hari rabu sore (semoga ditepati)

so GUYS... (hha, guys.)
doakan supaya hasil bajunya memuaskan yaaa!
later, gue posting lagi deh kalo bajunya udah jadi ya.


honeylovebabe,

bonita

NIGHT

feeling : so so
song : halo - beyonce

GOOD NIGHT GUYS..

nice to see you this night, I can't sleep even though it's already 11 pm. owh, maybe I have that kind of insomnia.

actually I supposed to go to school tomorrow, but fortunately I'm so so so lazy to do that things ( in fact we do nothing, but cheer up other team) well, tomorrow i'm just stay at home, washing all the dishes, clothes.. arggh! B O R E D D A Y

well, I wish tomorrow I can go to my grandma house, then go to church in the evening. but, I supposed to tell my father first- that's the hardest part..ckckck

wish me luck tomorrow guys, I wish I can go to my grandma house, and do ALL THE HOUSE CHORES.


I'm signout honeybabylove,

Bonita

DAY

Hi people!

how are you guys? fine? nice to hear that.lol

OK, my day isn't that bad actually. I go to school just for class meeting, it's about from 7 am until 1 pm (it's wasting so much time, in fact : I do nothing there!)
next.. then I got sms from my friend, whom waiting for me at my JHS. yup, we're planning for some reunion, but it's not goes well.. only few of us coming and join.
after that, we're go to the nearest mall to have some chit-chat , but unfortunately I can't do that things 'cause my father text me ( I supposed to come home earlier)

then, after I got home, my friend ELIZABETH SONDANG BAKARA ( call her bakara)
he's giving my note back, and she's just went home about 15 minutes ago before I post this..

hope she's went home safety.. good luck for you beth!

and guys that's all for now, see you on the next post!


i'm signout honeylovebabe


Bonita