ka tasya and ka nita- new mood healer ♥ ♥

dear reader, hi and how are you?
I am totally fine :)

days passe and weeks gone with time. how's your day dear?
I'm having a lot of fun days with my ka tasya and ka nita. ever heard their name before?
well, actually I knew them just 5 months ago while I'm attending somekind of ceremonial things
then.... we're starting to spend time together.
they are totally kind! they're nice and friendly
they also my mood healer, they're my best after my parents

love you my katasya and kanita


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xoxo- bonita

12TH GRADE

officially 12th grader!!

preparing for KEDOKTERAN HEWAN IPB 2011

great liburan selesai saudara saudara. daan kembalilah saya ke sekolah. well
HELLO 12TH GRADER! haaaay those test and scrappy things!

wow. gue sama sekali nggak nyangka udah kelas 12. rasanya baru beberapa hari yang lalu melalui MOS, kenalan sama temen baru, masuk kelas 11 ipa 3 dan sekaraaaang saya kelas 12 yang siap kuliah tahun depan (amin)

target? KEDOKTERAN HEWAN IPB 2011. please dearest God help me to make this real.
sebenernya agak takut juga sih target ini gk tercapai . cumaaa, saya yakin dan percaya pasti bisa! amin.

I'll make my parents pround of me, and that's what I gonna do

preparing those test, is't that fun as it's sound. I'm totally stuck with books, books and books and (again) books. as fun as hell. thanks

even sebernya gue pengen kelas11 gue balik, namun apa daya? bangku kuliah menunggu, daaan.. gue mau TIDAK menyiayiakan itu. udah bosen juga gue di 38, udah capek berkutat di daerah jakarta, dan mari kita hijrah ke bogor yeeah!

so... see you when I see you :)
doain masuk KEDOKTERAN HEWAN IPB yaaa.


LOVEHONEYBABE,

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Do you Believe in True Love ?

“Because when you love someone until its pain, there no more pain, just more love”

It was late nite when a friend of mine suddenly calls me. Somewhere between insomnia, typical restless of modern citizen and bothered by the sound of my brother euphoria at banging his drums unnecessary at 1 bloody and cloudy am.

Her voice so heavy seems like she’s been crying for so long.

I don’t say any word to her.

But I know exactly what’s going on with her, I swear with my self in the name of my red jimmy choo, if this happened because of her boyfriend (which is also my buddy) I’ll get and punch him rite in his face.

And as what I thought, she was crying for so long because she was just broke up with her boyfriend.

Yes, it’s happened about a month ago. But a week later after the late-nite-bloody-caller, she calls me again, and now her voice seems so happy. You know what’s going on?

Well, SHE BACK IN LOVE WITH HER BOY AND NOW THEY ALREADY COUPLE AGAIN.

Yes, it’s a way back into love

I’ve found so many people with this kind of CLBK things.

They broke up and then bring me surprising news that they’re a couple (again).

When I we had a reunion and telling our stories, a friend of mine told her story just as same as my friend before. She broke up then get back again just a week after she broke up. She said that, both of them (she and her boyfriend) found out that they’re inseparable- yes; they stick for each other whatever they do.

My friend- just call her Geogrey suddenly said,

“Why you need to be broke up then back again, to find out that you’re both inseparable?”

Well, I do think like what geogrey said. While my other friend having some chit-chat, I use my brain hardly and try to find out the answer. After a few hours of thinking and brain storming just like a professor, then I tell Geogrey my opinion.

“Geogrey, I do think like what you said before. But then, I realize within the heart for whom you love is the happiest place where you could return to. Even two different river have their own way they gonna meet in the sea someday. No matter how long you broke up or how long you in the long-distance relationship, if you both really love each other, you’ll stick with each other”

I believe in true love and soulmate. I believe that starstrukk problem and all of its stuff is in God hand.

Maybe, you think that I’m to naïve to believe such that soulmate stuff. But hey ya, wait I got the true story of true love.

My mom and dad, for example. My mom meets my daddy when she worked as a nurse in one hospital in Jakarta. And she meet him, my daddy was the mad patient she ever seen before.

But, my mom marrying my dad when he already had the handicapped.

My mom is the nurse who take care of my father after he had the operation surgery.

When I know this story, I was just like OH MY GOD, how mighty are You dear God.

How could my mom marrying someone with handicapped?

If I were her, I think one hundred times before.

I don’t know what’s going on with my mom brain, but she’s so good to be true as a girlfriend in those past days and as a wife right now.

No, I’m not ashamed with my father condition. Instead of being ashamed, I’m proud to be his daughter.

Well, I just want to share you my story.

Maybe for those people who doesn’t believe in true love, gonna change their mind rite after read this.

In brief, true love is does exist. You just have to believe in your heart, thrust in your self and love your boyfriend or girlfriend rite now wholeheartedly. Even you’re hurt because of your couple; just love them if you still care for them. Because Mother Theresa once said, “when you love someone until its pain there no more pain, just more love”

Not Okay

"HEART-BREAKER-BOY"

Okay, before I go too far. I bring you some best offer.

Much more better if you go away and try to read something else in my blog.

Because, what you’re gonna read in the next paragraph is just my madness and sorrow.

Ah shit, I WANT TO SPIT ON HIS FACE!

(breath in- breath out)

well, you still wanna read? Ah whatever

Yesterday, I’m totally mad! I do totally speechless! Oh God damn, how could I believe in such a kind of PLAYBOY? Oh gee, I’m stupid, so stupid, too naïve, too immature and once again I’m too dumb!

How do I depend and respect in him? Okay, I know he’s not my boyfriend. But, he act like, so care to me! Act like a guardian angle, but actually he’s nothing but a SHIT! Ah bullshit with all of your sweet words, bullshit of things that you do for me. This time, you tear me up again. Gee, I want to cry. Aaaaaaaaaaaa….

How many times you got me in this situation? More than 3^rd times dude!

I do wanna hate you, I do wanna punch you, I do wanna spit right in your face!

But, I can’t because you’re nobody to me. You’re just my friend.

Ah dear, he talk to somebody else and totally ignore me! He doesn’t ask me, about how I get home, about my condition! And it’s because you already with other?

I don’t need you to take me home-because my brother is pick me up. I don’t need you to hold my hand or something-because we’re friend rite?

Heloooo, if you’re truly my friend instead of ever-being-crush with me, at least you call my name and asking my condition!

Did you? oh ya, I know that you’re too busy because you’re trying to make her smile and laugh anytime as much as possible! You’re too busy to send messages to her, in fact she’s just 1 meter far from you. What a shit!

Just prepared if you read my blog dear my FRENEMIES and my ever-being-crush, I do wanna vomit in front off your face. I’m sick of wasting time of thinking about you! I’m sick of being tired! And I’m sick about the SWEET CARENESS you’ve done! Call me too serious, but who cares? I don’t care about you anymore!

GO away, and get far from my face. Thanks and bye.

once again, dear my heat-breaker-boy if you're about to find a new prey do it when you don't have any relationship status with other girl, or do it with ONLY ONE GIRL! don't you dare to make other girl feel so special.

best offered you repent ASAP.

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Bonita

The art of differences

"Are we an innocent adolescent or simply addicted to sweet illusion of the world?"

Maybe I’m a kind of melancholic person, or some kind of a girl who loves to shares my heart to other, at least to a close friend. A friend of mine said that I’m a “drama queen” girl.

Okay fyi, I’m not a drama queen. I'm just a kind of person who can’t keep my problem by my self, and I need somebody to help me out or give me some suggestion,even sometimes it’s a bad suggestion and I wouldn’t do it.

But still, whatever I said about my self, my friend still said that I’m a kind of a drama queen or something. Once again, no I’m not! Is that a huge mistake to tell somebody about your problem? Is that a sin that your best buddy know about things that made you cry? You decide dude…

Girls will be girls and boys still boys. Girl usually thinks with their heart, in the other hand Boys thinks logically.

When boys said something extra sweet just like the sweetest peach in the lime tea, girls believe it-and when girls said that they believe in, they really mean it.

In other hand, boys will simply fall in lust just if they saw a pretty creature with mini skirt and white transparent shirt- for those boys who read this; you have to confess that you ever did this before. Lol-ing

Yes, girls will simply fall in love when they find out a charm boys with extraordinary way of listening and giving them advice. But boys will simply fall in lust (or also love?) when they find out girls with extraordinary way of make up, with the endorse of mini dress or something.

In this case, I just want to say that girls sometimes make a holy-sin by thrusting their ears, and boys sometimes get into trouble by only thrusting their eyes when seeing sweet creatures, like sexy girls or something.

From my explanation above, I just want to say that everybody has weaknesses. Maybe my kind of melancholic stuff is my weakness. But I’m sure all you, yes you! The cosmopolitan person, you have your own weakness.

Yes, weaknesses are also a kind of differences. Naturally, while our country is struggling with urbanization problems, overpopulation, lack of jobs, sickening traffic jam, never-ending battle between politic party, terrible pollution and worse fashion, people and society likes to judge people by the differences they made and things they have done. But so what? In this world we’re living with differences. You and I, we’re totally different! But we live in rite? When the world still spinning, flower still blooming, and farmer still cultivate the harvest, people will always talking. There always be friend and foe, hated or love it.

Once again everybody is different, but as strange as it sound, some people often refuse it.

Are we an innocent adolescent or simply addicted to sweet illusion of the world?

Well, let’s people talks about what-so-ever they want. Let they think and gossiping about what-so-ever they need. Society is a place for us to stand up for our own differences. No need to worry about differences.

In brief, dare to be different to not a crime! Dare to speak what you want is your human rights! Coco channel once said, “To be irreplaceable one supposed to be different”. May we all be irreplaceable in our way of different.

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DIGGING YOUR GOLD MINE OF FRIEND

"thousand friends are less, but one enemy is more than enough"

A friend of mine, call her miss D is a very quite and unfriendly person, just if you don’t know her.

Her SMIZE eyes would bite your heart tenderly, because she’ll see you extra sharp and tear up your bravery (am I too exaggerating?). But, then I know that she’s a totally a good person.

A good listener, with a crazy attitude. A good girlfriend but also an emotional person. A religious girl with an open-minded attitude.( dear miss D, you owe me so much for all of this darlaa)

Well, I’m totally wrong about her at once. Yeah, my first impression to her is not as good as my first impression to my mood healer LOL.

To be honest, miss D is actually just an ordinary friend to me before we’re end up as a room mate for 4 days. And each day we’re going insane and intimate. Just imagine the way she told me almost all of her sadness and emotion about her boyfriend, and also her dilemma with someone (censored).

Somehow I feel like she knows me for a whole of my life just like my mood healer did.

Is she my soul-mate? I mean my true friend trough the Frenemies? Yes, I’m still wondering.. .

What about my other friends? Are they just friend? Or they also my true friend? Oh geez, to be honest, I do confuse about this. DILEMA OH DILEMA. How do I cope with this?

For me, a friend means a lot. They give me power and strength to do all my activity; they’re my first driver or tukang ojek, my second home, and my third mom for me. They give me joy, comfort, and support when I need most.

They’re means a lot. What do you think?

My mom said not to thrust people 100%. Thrust them 40 % and give the rest to God.

But I think, my mom could be mistaken about this. Thrusting people for me is giving them, all that I believe, make them thrust me too. That’s why when I said that I thrust someone; I truly give them my thrust.

And, since I was about to have a close friend, I thrust them whole heartedly.

Maybe, it’s just too risky to thrust someone whole heartedly, but I do like that. Yeah even As a result, I ever in trouble of forgetting someone I ever thrust and I was just end up with kind of broken-hearted (curcol- but now I’m totally okay!)

But, In this kind of cosmocity with all the cosmomisery, finding a soul mate, true friend, spouse, girlfriend-boyfriend is like digging in the gold mine. It’ll take almost all of your passion and patience, skill and care to filter tons of black sand and find out your tiny piece of gold. Principally if you’re about to find a friend, find it with heart and don’t you ever deal with your ego. Because EGO is actually the true frenemies for you and for your supposed-to-be-friend

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP ALL, may you have a genuine friend.

*hugs and kisses*

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Bonita

Keep your mind POSITIVE

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O B S T A C L E S

"MASALAH, TERGANTUNG DARI SISI MANA KITA MELIHATNYA"

semua orang punya masalah. ya, semua orang. tidak terkecuali orang yang terlihat terus menerus bahagia. sebenarnya masalah itu tergantung dari mana kita melihat si masalah itu sendiri. kebanyakan dari kita masih melihat maslah dari kesusah yang kita dapat. yah, so do I. kadang gue berfikir untuk pergi dan lari bahkan teriak terus nyebur ke laut buta menghilangkan masalah. but actually, itu sama sekali tidak menyelesaikan si masalah itu sendiri yekan?

nah, coba deh kita kembali ke definisi masalah itu sendiri. jawabannya tergantung dari sikap kita menilai dan menghadapi masalah itu sendiri. kalau kita menghadapi masalah dengan cara negatif, maka masalah itu bisa dipastikan menjadi masalah negatif. itulah sebabnya kita harus melihat masalah dari sudut pandang positif

1. masalah adalah berkat, hal itu membuka pintu yang biasanya tidak kita lalui
   
2. masalah adalah kesempatan untuk bertumbuh, kita akan lebih cepat bertumbuh melalui masalah dari pada keberhasilan
   
3. masalah adalah guru terbaik, masalah akan mengajarkan hal yang sangat berharga kepada kita
   
4. masalah bisa dipecahkan, tidak ada maslah yang tanpa pemecahan. setiap masalah selalu memiliki jalan keluarnya sendiri.
   
5. masalah ada di mana mana, tidak ada tempat atau orang yang dikecualikan dari masalah
   
6. masalah, adalah peringtan bahwa kita tidak mandiri, dan masih sangat memerlukan bantuan Tuhan dan orang lain.

jika kita mendefinisikan masalah dari sudut pandang positif maka kita tidak akan stress dalam meghadapi masalah! kita yakin bahwa setiap masalah mempunyai jalan keluarnya sendiri. dan yang paling penting, masalah membawa kita lebih dekat pada Tuhan.

"just stick to your goal and when you have obstacles then nothing else matter"- Henry Ford

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