My boat on the board

2010-10-12T01:58:00.000-07:00

" kenapa kau? nggak bisa tidur ya? opung juga nggak bisa tidur ini, sakit sekali badan ku"

sebulan yang lalu waktu liburan lebaran, gue menghabiskan waktu 2 minggu itu di rumah opung.
ngapain? doing nothing actually. to be honest kerjaan gue disana cuma makan-tidur-nonton-baca buku pelajaran (dikit)-nonton-tidur.
see? gk ada yang bener-bener berguna. padahal seharusnya gue disana buat bantuin opung gue yang sendirian dan gk ada pembantu. emang sih nyapu-ngepel sm beresin tempat tidur menjadi kerjaan gue selama paling tidak 4-5 hari.

masih membekas di otak gue hari minggu subuh jam 1. gue bener bener gk bisa tidur.
jadi gue keluar kamar, nonton CSI, nyalain komputer dan main internet smp jam 2 pagi.
kira-kira jam 1.30 opung gue keluar dari kamar.
karena gue kira dia keberisikan, gue matiin TV nya. tapi ternyata bukan.
opung cuma bilang,

" kenapa kau? nggak bisa tidur ya? opung juga nggak bisa tidur ini, sakit sekali badan ku"

gue cuma bilang. "iya, opung tidur aja, nanti aku nyusul" dan melanjutkan main internet.
sampe pagi, gue malah tidur di sofa depan tv.

nyesel? iya, banget. kenapa gue nggak malanjutkan ngobrol sm opung, tidur di kamarnya sampe pagi.
well, itu baru 1 penyesalan gue. masih banyak penyesalan-penyesalan lain nya.

sekarang, tepat sudah hampir 3 minggu opung di RS terbaring lemah, krn harus cuci darah.
1 minggu yang lalu opung bahkan sempet koma, tapi waktu terakhir gue kesana, opung masih bisa ngenalin siapa yang dateng, pegang tangan gue.
tapi dari hari minggu kemaren, beliau tidak menunjukan ada nya respon. bahkan dokter udah nyerah.

keputusan keluarga : melepas semua alat bantu nafas, dan alat lain nya.
bukan, bukan karena kita jahat. kita cuma nggak mau bikin opung tambah sakit.
sepertinya opung laki-laki ku udah menjemputnya. ya Opung ku harus kembali kepada Sang Pemberi Hidup.

sore ini, baru gue denger kabar lagi, kalo denyut nadi nya lumayan bagus. tapi entah kenapa feeling gue bilang kalo sebenernya opung gue cuma nunggu waktu yang tepat buat pergi.
dia nunggu semuanya kumpul, dan pergi dengan senyuman.

ah ya gue berharap feeling ini salah. tapi mengapa bahkan ibu gue sendiri merasakan hal yang sama?

"pung, kalo opung denger ully.. aku masih pengen opung disini sampe ully jadi dokter. kalo bisa sampe opung punya cicit. ya pung aku belum sempat ngerasain rendang yang kau bikin buat Tante Tota waktu dia mau ke Jerman. jangan pilih kasih lah opuuuung... aku juga mau dibikinin rendang."

fyi rendang buatan opung gue sangat tiada duanya!!! gue sanggup makan berpiring-piring kalo udah beliau yang masak. jangankan rendang, telor dadar aja kalo opung gue yang bikin pasti TIADA DUANYA!

sayang, semenjak sakit-sakitan opung jadi sering capek. pegel kakinya kalo kelamaan berdiri
fyi juga gue bisa dibilang cucu yang lumayan menyusahkan opung. soalnya dari kecil gue seriiiiiiiiiiiing banget dititipin sm opung gue kalo nyokap-bokap kerja. bahkan gue bisa lebih tepat dibilang anak opung dari pada anak nyokap gue ehehe..

hari ini gue bakal jengguk opung lagi. kalo jadi, malam ini semua alatnya mau di lepas. itu kalo jadi (gue berharap, hal itu tidak terjadi. kalo pun terjadi, bukan karena opung meninggal, tapi karena dia jadi sehat seperti sebulan yang lalu)

kali ini gue mau bilang sama opung :

"pung, maaf ya ully udah nyusahin opung. maaf untuk segala hal yang ully belum bisa bikin buat opung. seandainya opung sembuh pasti ully bikin deh semua yang opung mau..
opung cape kan? mau tidur kan? tidur yang opung ku sayang. tidur yang nyeyak dengan senyuman.
aku hanya mau yang terbaik buat opung. yang terbaik buat opung... meski bukan itu yang aku mau...
maaf ya pung, aku belum sempat sisirin rambut opung lagi.
I ♥ you opung ku sayang.....kita ketemu di surga nanti ya pung... "

WELCOME SEPTEMBER

2010-09-01T01:45:00.000-07:00

hay fellas, howdy?
doing fine? I do. how's your day? your week and your moths going? (too many question-lol)

WELCOME SEPTEMBER!! (ersten achten zweihundretundzhen) bye dearest August!
so, today is the first day of SEPTEMBER.
some says september means happiness. But, I don't even feel the atmosphere of happiness round here :'(
well, what ever it is I really wish the best for my NEW SEPTEMBER

talking about new moth, I really hope A NEW LOVE come and stop by me hhe
I've been single for more than a year and I kinda miss those feeling.
you know, thinking about someone when you're about to sleep. and off course someone's midnight call
whose waking you up for so-not-important-things-like- I -LOVE-YOU hha
but yesssss, I miss those feeling.

dear cupid, please let your love arrow stab into my heart

honeylovebabe, signout

XOXO, bonita

ka tasya and ka nita- new mood healer ♥ ♥

2010-08-11T05:52:00.001-07:00

dear reader, hi and how are you?
I am totally fine :)

days passe and weeks gone with time. how's your day dear?
I'm having a lot of fun days with my ka tasya and ka nita. ever heard their name before?
well, actually I knew them just 5 months ago while I'm attending somekind of ceremonial things
then.... we're starting to spend time together.
they are totally kind! they're nice and friendly
they also my mood healer, they're my best after my parents

love you my katasya and kanita

honeylovebabe signout

xoxo- bonita

12TH GRADE

2010-08-02T05:08:00.000-07:00

officially 12th grader!!

preparing for KEDOKTERAN HEWAN IPB 2011

great liburan selesai saudara saudara. daan kembalilah saya ke sekolah. well
HELLO 12TH GRADER! haaaay those test and scrappy things!

wow. gue sama sekali nggak nyangka udah kelas 12. rasanya baru beberapa hari yang lalu melalui MOS, kenalan sama temen baru, masuk kelas 11 ipa 3 dan sekaraaaang saya kelas 12 yang siap kuliah tahun depan (amin)

target? KEDOKTERAN HEWAN IPB 2011. please dearest God help me to make this real.
sebenernya agak takut juga sih target ini gk tercapai . cumaaa, saya yakin dan percaya pasti bisa! amin.

I'll make my parents pround of me, and that's what I gonna do

preparing those test, is't that fun as it's sound. I'm totally stuck with books, books and books and (again) books. as fun as hell. thanks

even sebernya gue pengen kelas11 gue balik, namun apa daya? bangku kuliah menunggu, daaan.. gue mau TIDAK menyiayiakan itu. udah bosen juga gue di 38, udah capek berkutat di daerah jakarta, dan mari kita hijrah ke bogor yeeah!

so... see you when I see you :)
doain masuk KEDOKTERAN HEWAN IPB yaaa.

LOVEHONEYBABE,

bonita signout!

stuck

2010-06-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

I'm stuck.

yeah I'm stuck. well, I prefer to call it stuck then suffering.
stuck with what? with whom? with whose? where? when?
I'm stuck with my activity. I'm exhausted!! oh please, I just want to go out for a while then refreshing my mind.
dear my Dad, I do like majoring in science, but since I found out that I'm a loser at physic, then I got stressed easily.
dear Mom, sorry for making you always mass up with my physic score. I do learn it wholeheartedly, I do, I always do. BUT? SEE? I'M GOOD AT BEING A LOSER.
Mom, sorry really sorry to say I never ever make you happy or proud because of me.
well, it's not a good failure through. but please mom, believe me once again
I still want to make you and dad proud of me.
I'll prove my self to be a vet.

and please God, let me make my parents proud of me

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-05-04T04:16:00.000-07:00

RANDOM FACES FORM MY DAY ♥ ♥

the art of envy

2010-04-22T04:07:00.000-07:00

" do you ever feel like you're down with your own envies ? "

hay folks, howdy?

I’m doing good rite now.

Yeah, despite of some my deadline task, I had such a great time with my girls.

Especially with ama-nadya-ari my closest friend, and of course my 4 days roommates Deisy (skip the things about deisy-lol)

Just like other girls we like gossiping, and it’s very human I thought, even I know that it’s a big sin actually.

Back with gossiping it self, we’re mostly talking about other girls in our school. Yeah, sometimes about how many ex/exes they got, how nerd they are, how pretty some of them, and how luck they are to be absolutely listed as “gaul”.

Few days ago, when we’re gossiping about how could some of the “it” girls so pretty, even with or without make up (because they’re good about make up and totally into it)

Ama-nadya-ari and of course I, we’re talking about them. No hurt feeling at all, we just find out that gossiping is totally fun (lol)

But then I’ve just wondering why they could be like that?

They are so beautiful, pretty, charming and good at English. Oh my goodness, I envy them like crazy.

Have you ever feel like what I feel? Oh don’t be so naive dearest reader. E.N.V.Y is something which is really human (just like gossiping).

And I’m suddenly backed into silence as well.

When, my friend said that Ms. A is pretty, deep down in my heart, I want her (my friend) said that I’m pretty too. Yes, I’m absolutely envy. I do. So what?

Well, as time pass by I know that even envy is very human, I could minimize my envies.

I realized that envy is actually just a matter of mind, when our mind is full of negative things, and we’re started to counting the other fellow’s blessings instead of our own.

In case I ever (and often) being in this trouble-envying someone even just my brother- here they go my amateur envies solving problem.

Firstly, as I said before envy is something in common that you feel when you’re mind full of negative things. So, dear readers come out the boundaries and think positive!

Napoleon Hill once said, “no one can make you jealous, angry, vengeful, or greedy, unless you let him”

What are you waiting for? Let get your mind some positive things in common dear

Then, one thing you have to remember, NOBODY IS PERFECT!

Even the prettiest girl in the whole earth has her own limit. Well, sometimes instead of that kind of exterior, their life is not as easy as what we thought.

The prettiest girl in the world maybe ever being in her lowest point.

Or the smartest person in the whole universe ever being stuck with his formulas.

Dear reader, if you can take your eyes off others, and take the scanner within, you’ll find so many bad things happened even for the luckiest one.

Last but not least, you have to remember that everything is come at the rite time. Happiness, sadness, and all the great and worst things in your life are come at the rite time.

In my point of view, I thrust everything is come in reason, even when we’re not wise to see it-just like Oprah Winfrey said.

Dear readers, nowadays if you still keeping up your envies towards others you’ll ends up with no friends.

Once again darling, just believe in your self that your time will come!

For sure it will bring you double happiness!

bonita signout,

xoxo!

Quotes

2010-04-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

" I'm not your toy darling, so watch out and stop playing with my heart"

past II

2010-04-14T01:42:00.000-07:00

well, I'm crazy with photoscape!

bonita,

xoxo

past

2010-04-14T01:22:00.000-07:00

these are some of my sweet memories trough several months ago...
yeah, sometimes even memories still memories it still deserve some places in our heart
may the past be the sweetest thought in mind

bonita,

xoxo

wondering why ?

2010-04-13T06:41:00.000-07:00

wondering why gue deket sama cowo yang lebih tua dari gue then I asked my friend.
so here they goes my friend's mind

deisy : mungkin lo itu kaya barang yang perlu dijaga ly. takut kenapa kenapa. soalnya kan lu kalo latah suka macem macem tuh, nah mungkin itu cowo merasa lo harus dirubah dan dilindungi kali.
-- dear deisy meskipun aku agak gk jelas dengan apa yang kamu maksud, tapi heeeeey, kamu itu ya! emang aku apaan deh latah macam macam -_-"

windy : kamu itu lucu kaya boneka ly, dan mereka itu mungkin gk punya boneka waktu kecil. jadi kamu dijadikan mainanan mereka deh hahahaa
--dearest my hunny bunny sweetie windy, heh yaampun aku udah seneng ya kamu bilang aku imut. eh ternyata ujungnya aku dikira mainan. I'm not boy's toy darlaaa -_-"

indah : hmm, kenapa ya? yah ulbon yang namanya jodoh emang ada yang tau? kalo lo emang deket sm cowo yang lebih tua terus? so what? biarin aja semua berjalan apa adanya
-- my lovely Indah I love you so muchoo ndah hhe

sisi : kamu itu terlalu immature sayaaang ku, jadi mungkin some of boys thinks that you deserve to be protected or something
-- greatest sisi, siy aku speechless nih hhehhee

meskipun some of my girls told me already about the reason, I'm still curious...

bonita signout,

xoxo

love and care

2010-04-12T03:30:00.000-07:00

"I do love you or I do care for you - which one do you prefer?"

kalo boleh gue memilih antara sahabat sama pacar pasti gue milih sahabat.

iyakan? most girl thinks the same as mine.

wondering why? karena biasa nya temen itu lebih sayang sama gue dan mereka tau gue lebih dari gue tau diri gue sendiri.

kalo pacar? yaelah, dia baru kenal gue sekarang. I need my friend more.

wait ya, emangnya pacar itu gk sayang sm gue ya? apa sayang itu beda sama cinta?

I told you already, I'm an amateur with those love stuff.

masalahnya sayang dan cinta itu adalah kata kata yang sulit dideskripsikan dengan kata kata,

tapi kita bisa dengan jelas ngerasain nya (sok tau)

so here they goes the question :

apa bisa cinta dan sayang itu beda?

apa bisa cinta dan sayang itu ada di dua orang yang beda?

menurut gue sih:

sayang itu lebih kompleks dari sekedar cinta. sayang itu lebih berarti dari cinta.

well, lo bisa sayang sama orang tanpa harus cinta orang itu kan?

tapi cinta itu gak mungkin berarti tanpa sayang.

a love without care is just a lust.

am I rite?

bonita signout,

xoxo

2010-04-12T02:59:00.000-07:00

how many words you need to make a girl melt? 3 are enough

Hay darling, how are you? me? Oh I’m perfectly fine!

Okay, now I’m (again) on my precious holiday because the 12 grader are doing their school final exam (HOLY-day from all of them)

Then, I’m spending my time with internet, books, Jakarta post, school task, and the second season of Gossip Girl dvd.

Oh, did I mention Gossip Girl dvd? Seem like it attract me damn much now.

I do wondering why Chuck Bass is effin handsome, why Nate Archibald is totally tempting to hug (lol), and why Dan Humphrey is too sweet to be true.

Oh…and yeah, I love seeing Serena and Blair because they always dressed to the nines.

But despite all of the fact above, sometimes I wanna quit watch the dvd and do something more precious than that, but then I surrender by their words. I mean they had such nice quotes then!

Remember when Chuck and Blair ware in the white party, Chuck was about to make Blair back to him.

Blair : tell me, why I have to be with you. And because I’m Chuck Bass is doesn’t count three words, eight letters, say it and I’m yours

Chuck: I …

Blair: ohh…thank you (leave Chuck alone, and she gone with other guy)

3 words, 8 letters, say it and I’m yours

oh my God! it’s like mesmerized me for along day!

Suddenly, I’ve just thinking how it feels when a say that to me.

Oh well, maybe I’m a little girl with naïve mind, looking and waiting for my prince charming to come.

But, I do believe that my prince charming is there for me. Well, maybe he’s just late to come. You know the hero who save the day is the latest to come. Or maybe he’s just confused to pick the best horse to ride on. What ever it is I’ll wait then.

But wait ya, how long I’ve to wait for him? A day? A month? A year? Or ironically whole of my life?

It’s a hard question to answer. Even I couldn’t answer it. Only God the Almighty One, the Only Who know the answer. I believe God knows what ever the best for me.

you know you love me,

xoxo Ully bonita (Gossip Girl style)

PITY?

2010-04-12T02:56:00.000-07:00

My friend is a very good person, she’s really pretty with indo-deutch ascent, and that’s why boys couldn’t stop buzzing their love near her. Ya, sometimes I feel like I want to be like her.

Boys come over her even she didn’t ask for it. Well, yeah I do jealous.

I feel like, Oh gee… I want to be pretty too!!!

But, anyway what-so-ever it is, I still the way I am. I’m pretty sure people love me because I’m ully! Am I mistaken?

But anyway, being single is not that bad too. I love being single.

Since bassist left me for unreasonable reason, I’m not ready yet to start a new one. Not yet I mean. It’s just too fast.

Then, other problem appeared. I’m still single, but then I’m falling with not-single-anymore boy.

Bitch? Third person? What else? Named it…

Well, prefer to call it the third person.

I hate being the third person in somebody’s love story. I want my own!

In my life, I’m the main character in the novel. The main character supposed to be the one who had the pretty bitch problem, but in the end I could solve it pretty good!

But now see? In my novel the main character is the one who supposed to be pity of.

Even I say I want my own love story, I couldn’t make it. Pity me? I don’t need your pity.

Well ya, may be it’s the time to help my self out from the love atmosphere, and search for other atmosphere.

Sometimes all you need is to take step outside, clear your head and remind yourself of whom you’re and where you wanna be.

So, darling lets take the moral story; if you’re broken hearted, all you need is not something new, but someone new.

If you couldn’t find someone new, please don’t be the third person in other people relationship, or you’ve got is just people's pity.

bonita signout, xoxo

BAIKAN

2010-04-07T02:08:00.000-07:00

jangan marah please, gue pusing kl lo marah ka.
ah, ayodong gue lemes banget ini deeeeh...
udah ah elaaah jgn ngambek dong, gue lemes nih ka

kaaaaaa, udah doong jgn bete betean segala ah.
gk seru deh ya

baikan aja ya ka *sok manis, sok imut*
ya ya ya baikan aja yaa *giving my pinkie*

oke ka?
sip, udah, kita udah baikan kan? titik gak pake koma. end of convie hhehhee

bonita signout!
xoxo

Blaming the time

2010-04-06T04:59:00.000-07:00

“Happiness, pain, hurt, with those love stuff … everyone has change to take each position at sometime”

“Why I love a person who not supposed to be loved?”

I was a bit surprise when my friend sends me a message like that.

No thunder, no rain, no fire, no smoke. Suddenly she text me like that.

I don’t know what I supposed to say, just wondering what’s going on with my friend, and then I read my Sunday Jakarta Post again.

About a hour latter my friend text me again

“Am I a sinner if I fall in love with an in-relationship boy?”

Oh my God, oh gee… Now I’m totally panic and if you could see my face-it was turn into red and blushing because I feel like, it’s just like what I feel!

Now I stop reading my Jakarta Post and while thinking about the answer I call my friend.

I asked her what’s going on.

Well, as you all can guess, she’s in love with a wrong guy.And she was burst into tears as well.

It’s normal I ought. Yeah, when you’re hurt and try to forget how the pain feels. You begin it with tears and it’s ended with smile on your face (I wish)

Then as soon as she calm down, she’s telling me all the things. Honestly, I just say “hmm, yes, hmm, then. Oh I see… then” no hurt feeling my dear. Because I know sometimes when somebody’s crying they don’t need your quotes, they just need that you’re notice what they feel.

Well, in this case, none of them (my friend and the in-relationship boy) are wrong.

I can’t blame my friend. But I also can’t blame on the in-relation boy, who seems like giving her much expectancy. The thing I could blame is TIME.

I guess, it’s only about timing it self.

Because love is something we can not create. It’s like an energy which we can’t predict when it comes. It also can not be created by human being and can not destroy by man.

“I trapped in” she said. Then burst into tears again.

“Well yeah you do darl. But try to make your care feeling to him as little as possible on an everyday basis, rather just spending bunch of time thinking about someone who never realize you care to him, or even he never thinking about you”

“aaaa ulbon, I’m an amateur and so immature, it’s too late to change it”

“a a a, no no no. maybe you’re amateur with those love stuff, but wait ya you’re no longer immature. Well, I prefer to call it being young at heart. Because Mature never comes too late”

Dear readers, do you get what my point about?

Love is something sweet and I’m pretty sure you all ever in love with something, somebody, yeah what-so-ever is that

Love can in every time, you’ll never imagine. Love trapped you, and their love buzzing will never leave you, and you’ll get hypnotized!

Ironically, there’s always a balance to this game. There are yin and yang, there are performer and audience, there are liars and victims, and there are always happiness and pain-hurt in love stuff. Everyone has change to take up each position at sometime.

Don’t blame it on your self, take it easy. This time if you just feel like my friend feels…

You’re VISTIMS. Who is the executant?

Let’s go and BLAME ON THE TIME!!!!!

Bonita signout

xoxo

A and B

2010-04-04T07:57:00.000-07:00

A : udah cari aja yang lain, gue gak bakal bisa sama lo gimana pun cerita untuk saat ini. Paling 3 tahun lagi, mau? 3 tahun itu waktu yang lama loh!

B : ah, nggak mau ah

A : oh come on, ayolah jangan bikin gue gk enak hati gini

B : bodo

A : ah kenapa sih, ayodong. Jangan gitu ah.

B : BODO, bodo bodo..

A : B, dengerin doong. I can’t make this right in our way. Please

B : kenapa sih, kan gue yang mau nungguin kenapa lo yang repot? Urusan gue dong mau nungguin lo. Kan gue ini yang nungguin bukan lo juga kan? So what?

A : *speechless*

B : heh, jangan diem dong. Atau sekarang lagi berkaca kaca nih?

A : kampret lu, gue udah speechless gk bisa ngomong apa apa, masih dibecandain lagi. How could you make me burst into tears and feel guilty like this?

B : hahhahhahaaaa, biarin aja deh. Kan gue yang sayang sama lo. Urusan lo sayang sama gue atau ngga sih bodo amat. Iya kan?

A : *speechless lagi*

Imagine if you’re A and your girlfie or boyfie is B. what do you feel?

Emang sih kesannya itu Cuma conversation biasa yang pasti semua orang juga bisa ngomong kaya gitu, yakan?

Tapi buat si A… astaga itu membuat dia speechless berulang ulang.

Aduh kenapa sih A jadi orang naïve banget, yakan?

Ah terlalu naïve, ssampai sampai tidak dapat membedakan mana kenyataan dan dunia khayal.

Sekarang gue mikir, apa iya ada orang yang bener bener mau sayang sama orang lain, tanpa mau tau persaaan orang itu gimana?

I mean pokoknya kalo dia sayang ya sayang, sabodo teing sama orang lain..

Ada gk ya? Impossible deh kayanya

(Burst into tears as well)

tadinya A percaya kalo emang ada orang yang kaya gitu, TAPI ternyata orang itu ya Cuma ngomong doang ternyata.

As time pass by, ternyata si B gk sanggup nungguin.

Iyalah, siapa juga yang sanggup nungguin 3 tahun? Gila apa itu manusia?

Oke kali ini gue berani bertaruh kalo yang lagi baca pasti nyalahin A, iyakan?

Well, so do I

Dasar si A, bego banget sih. Udah dikasih hati minta kentucky hhaha

Dikasih yang baik, eh minta lebih. Emang itu si A dodol

”dear A, 3 years is such a long time. If he goes away, it’s all because of your fault. Not him!”

In brief dear A, you shouldn’t feel guilty right now, because you’re already proven guilty

PS: could you guess, who is A?

Do you Believe in True Love ?

2010-04-03T08:10:00.000-07:00

“Because when you love someone until its pain, there no more pain, just more love”

It was late nite when a friend of mine suddenly calls me. Somewhere between insomnia, typical restless of modern citizen and bothered by the sound of my brother euphoria at banging his drums unnecessary at 1 bloody and cloudy am.

Her voice so heavy seems like she’s been crying for so long.

I don’t say any word to her.

But I know exactly what’s going on with her, I swear with my self in the name of my red jimmy choo, if this happened because of her boyfriend (which is also my buddy) I’ll get and punch him rite in his face.

And as what I thought, she was crying for so long because she was just broke up with her boyfriend.

Yes, it’s happened about a month ago. But a week later after the late-nite-bloody-caller, she calls me again, and now her voice seems so happy. You know what’s going on?

Well, SHE BACK IN LOVE WITH HER BOY AND NOW THEY ALREADY COUPLE AGAIN.

Yes, it’s a way back into love

I’ve found so many people with this kind of CLBK things.

They broke up and then bring me surprising news that they’re a couple (again).

When I we had a reunion and telling our stories, a friend of mine told her story just as same as my friend before. She broke up then get back again just a week after she broke up. She said that, both of them (she and her boyfriend) found out that they’re inseparable- yes; they stick for each other whatever they do.

My friend- just call her Geogrey suddenly said,

“Why you need to be broke up then back again, to find out that you’re both inseparable?”

Well, I do think like what geogrey said. While my other friend having some chit-chat, I use my brain hardly and try to find out the answer. After a few hours of thinking and brain storming just like a professor, then I tell Geogrey my opinion.

“Geogrey, I do think like what you said before. But then, I realize within the heart for whom you love is the happiest place where you could return to. Even two different river have their own way they gonna meet in the sea someday. No matter how long you broke up or how long you in the long-distance relationship, if you both really love each other, you’ll stick with each other”

I believe in true love and soulmate. I believe that starstrukk problem and all of its stuff is in God hand.

Maybe, you think that I’m to naïve to believe such that soulmate stuff. But hey ya, wait I got the true story of true love.

My mom and dad, for example. My mom meets my daddy when she worked as a nurse in one hospital in Jakarta. And she meet him, my daddy was the mad patient she ever seen before.

But, my mom marrying my dad when he already had the handicapped.

My mom is the nurse who take care of my father after he had the operation surgery.

When I know this story, I was just like OH MY GOD, how mighty are You dear God.

How could my mom marrying someone with handicapped?

If I were her, I think one hundred times before.

I don’t know what’s going on with my mom brain, but she’s so good to be true as a girlfriend in those past days and as a wife right now.

No, I’m not ashamed with my father condition. Instead of being ashamed, I’m proud to be his daughter.

Well, I just want to share you my story.

Maybe for those people who doesn’t believe in true love, gonna change their mind rite after read this.

In brief, true love is does exist. You just have to believe in your heart, thrust in your self and love your boyfriend or girlfriend rite now wholeheartedly. Even you’re hurt because of your couple; just love them if you still care for them. Because Mother Theresa once said, “when you love someone until its pain there no more pain, just more love”

letter to God

2010-04-03T08:00:00.000-07:00

Dear God,

God, just if I could choose my father before I was born, I choose normal father for me.

God, if I could choose my own family before I was born, I choose to be a princess in the Royal Family

God, if I could ask you to be born not in 3 July 1993, I rather choose to born in other year.

God, If I could choose my own destiny, I want to be a success doctor with a big and happy family of mine

God, If I could choose my own nationality, I want to be a English people, not Indonesian

God, If I could choose my own house. I want live in the big palace with a lot of servant

God, If I could ask you to make me pretty. I want supermodel body with beautiful face

God, If I could choose my boyfriend, I want a good boy, with a super brain, a handsome face and tall.

God, If I could be as smart as Einstein, I would thank you a lot.

But, dear God, I know that You are so good to me.

You give me more than what I need. You give me more than what I asked. You give me whatever I need. You know which good and bad for me. For those things, I thank you dearest God…

I thank you, for every little thing You’ve given to me

Thanks for giving me a family like mine.

Thanks for giving me a father with handicapped, so I’ll feel more empathy to handicapped person whom only have one hand, one leg etc.

Thanks for giving me a super father, even He’s handicapped with only one hand, he still work as usual and drive me where ever I need.

Thanks for giving me a father whom worked as a journalist, so he could teach me how to write something perfectly

Thanks for giving me a father with super self-confident, so I could say to my friend, “my father is there, someone with only one hand. he ever worked with a lot of Indonesian public figure in politic, and I’m proud to be her daughter”

Thanks for giving me a lot of person who loves me a lot

Thanks for giving me a brain like mine, so I know how it feels to be normal

Thanks for giving me Indonesian nationality, so I could say to the world, “hey, Batik is from Indonesia. Wayang is from Indonesia. Ulos is also from Indonesia. Indonesia is a diversity country”

Thanks for giving me little house with a big love inside

Thanks for giving me a body and face like mine, so I proud to say “I’m Indonesian, I love my tan skin. I know you envy me dear Mongolian and Caucasian outside there”

Thanks for giving me more boy-friend and bestiest with a great love for me.

Thanks for giving me my first, bassist, and my mood healer. So I know how it feels to be hurt, and I learn to heal the pain.

Thanks for giving me everything I need

Oh God, I couldn’t count your love for me. I couldn’t remember all of Your gift in my live

Dear God, I fully thanks to for giving me more love each day and also from people around me.

Please lead me still in Your way, so I’m not gonna fall down.

Please give me direction in Your way, so I’m not gonna be in the wrong way

Please give me a pure heart so I could help people.

Please hold my hand and teach me how to learn to the rope to catch my dreams

Because, I’m nothing without you by my side.

awful heart

2010-04-01T04:00:00.000-07:00

my mood today : B.A.D

I don't know why but it feel like my heart is about to explode!
oh gee, I feel nothing but an awful mod.
I hope somebody could heal my mood ASAP
please, I need my mood healer effin crazy...

Quotes

2010-03-31T07:00:00.000-07:00

"if I could rearrange the alphabets, I gonna put U and I together side by side"

when your eyes speaking

2010-03-31T05:13:00.000-07:00

"truth from your eyes"

It was the day when I woke up late to school and my eyes was so SLANTED that day.

Okay, obey the fact that my eyes are already slanted.

No, I’m not Chinese, I’m totally bataknese.

And I don’t know how come I have such this slanted eyes.

Back then. I say hello to my chair mate without any expression at once, because I was so sleepy that day.

You know what she said? She said, “ly, are you mad at me? Am I doing something wrong to you? Why your eyes seems so hate me?”

Oh my Goddess, what’s going on with my eyes and the way I look people?

Am I looking like wanna bite you darlaaa? LOL-ing

Other day, I had a meeting with my friends and juniors. I said nothing because I tried to be a good listener. But you know what my juniors said to me? “Ka ully, your eyes seems like so sharp. The way you look at us, is like a lion seeking for a prey”

WHAT? Oh my dear juniors, I don’t know what’s going on with my eyes…

I wish I could change this eyes.

Oh ya! Remembered about Heart-breaker-boy, he ever said something about my eyes.

He said, I look so attractive because of my eyes. OH MY GOD, it’s like hearing the light strike in the rain! I don’t know it’s just a “lips service” or a true fact- I do astonishing.

Well, actually I’m a friendly person, humble, love to mingle with people and it’s really poles apart with the entire stereotype that people once judge me.

WHAT-SO-EVER people talking about my eyes, I and “the looking for prey eyes” are inseparable. Yes that’s me.

My uncle is a photographer, and his best object is people eyes. You know why?

He said, “Idle hands can became the tool of the devil, the mouth can utter lies, lips sometimes hide a poisoned kiss and the body can ache from extra weight and years but the eyes will always tell the truth”

Yes, your eyes are the most honest part of your body.

You can’t hide your sad eyes after cry. You can’t cover your smize eyes when you hate someone. You can’t emphasize your dynamic happy eyes when you’re in love.

Well, one last word from me honey…

If you want to find someone lie or no, look them in their eyes.

Because, eyes will always tell you the truth.

honeylovebabe signout,

bonita xoxo

other dimension between friends and lovers

2010-03-31T04:53:00.000-07:00

"which one do you prefer? friends or lovers?"

Heya folks! How are you dude? *high five*

Me? Hmm, so-so. I had such a hard time at school with those task and teacher. But still, I love school (minus tasks and teachers) LOL-ing.

Yeps, school weeks has back and it takes my time a LOT. My head so full and I do STRESS.

Anyway, talking about school I remember my school mates which I miss them effin crazy during the final exam holiday. We’re making such a good time together by sharing our problem and off course LOVE LIFE!

Well, love life is also a part of teenager life isn’t it? LOL-ing

First, we’re talking about Ms. N love life which is going not really well.

Actually she’s a good girl and also her boy. BUT, both of them are emotional person. In brief they’re actually love each other, they care for each other and THEY STICK WITH EACH OTHER-whether Ms. N said that she hate her boy sometimes, she still stick with him.

Then, my other friend sharing about her love life. In this case, we had the same problem. We’re in love with someone who is already with other girl. And however I try to forget the pain and feeling it still hard to erase the pain.

We’re still in contact with that boy and we’re a good friend rite now. One thing for sure, we’re tried to hide and obey that feeling rigorously.

So then, my friend asks me a question,

“ulbon, which one do you prefer, between boyfriend and bestiest?”

Then I replied, “darlaa, it such hard problem to choose between boyfriend and bestiest. But in my opinion a good boyfriend is someone who could be you bestiest, and a good bestiest is someone who could be your boyfriend.”

I don’t know why I decide to say those words, but I just think that whoever you choose between boyfriend or bestiest you’ll still need them both.

And the only way to solve that problem is to make both BESTIEST AND BOYFRIEND in one packet. That’s it. End of conversation.

What do you think?

Yeah, that’s just my opinion. If you had any opinion, go ahead share it with me dear *smile*

But then, we found another problem.

HOW, IT COMES IF WE’RE IN LOVE WITH OUR FRIEND?

Here they go my amateur-solving-problem:

“Friend is friend. Love is love. Even you can’t live without both of them. You have to choose one, darling. But one thing you have to remember, friends can be lovers but lover can’t be friends. A lovers who being your friends, they seems promising at once but after a time pass by the just fade away.”

Somewhere between friends and love there is other dimension named spouse. Yes, if you are dare to choose your spouse in next 10-15 years later, you definitely have both FRIEND AND LOVERS-2 in1- in one person.

So? Which one do you prefer? Friends? Or lovers? You decide honey! I believe you can choose one of them perfectly!

Live your love life honey, cheers and warm hugs from me to you!

honeylovebabe signout,

bonita

Quotes

2010-03-26T19:39:00.000-07:00

"if you can not be a big tall tree, be a useful tree shrubs"

Not Okay

2010-03-26T18:45:00.000-07:00

"HEART-BREAKER-BOY"

Okay, before I go too far. I bring you some best offer.

Much more better if you go away and try to read something else in my blog.

Because, what you’re gonna read in the next paragraph is just my madness and sorrow.

Ah shit, I WANT TO SPIT ON HIS FACE!

(breath in- breath out)

well, you still wanna read? Ah whatever

Yesterday, I’m totally mad! I do totally speechless! Oh God damn, how could I believe in such a kind of PLAYBOY? Oh gee, I’m stupid, so stupid, too naïve, too immature and once again I’m too dumb!

How do I depend and respect in him? Okay, I know he’s not my boyfriend. But, he act like, so care to me! Act like a guardian angle, but actually he’s nothing but a SHIT! Ah bullshit with all of your sweet words, bullshit of things that you do for me. This time, you tear me up again. Gee, I want to cry. Aaaaaaaaaaaa….

How many times you got me in this situation? More than 3^rd times dude!

I do wanna hate you, I do wanna punch you, I do wanna spit right in your face!

But, I can’t because you’re nobody to me. You’re just my friend.

Ah dear, he talk to somebody else and totally ignore me! He doesn’t ask me, about how I get home, about my condition! And it’s because you already with other?

I don’t need you to take me home-because my brother is pick me up. I don’t need you to hold my hand or something-because we’re friend rite?

Heloooo, if you’re truly my friend instead of ever-being-crush with me, at least you call my name and asking my condition!

Did you? oh ya, I know that you’re too busy because you’re trying to make her smile and laugh anytime as much as possible! You’re too busy to send messages to her, in fact she’s just 1 meter far from you. What a shit!

Just prepared if you read my blog dear my FRENEMIES and my ever-being-crush, I do wanna vomit in front off your face. I’m sick of wasting time of thinking about you! I’m sick of being tired! And I’m sick about the SWEET CARENESS you’ve done! Call me too serious, but who cares? I don’t care about you anymore!

GO away, and get far from my face. Thanks and bye.

once again, dear my heat-breaker-boy if you're about to find a new prey do it when you don't have any relationship status with other girl, or do it with ONLY ONE GIRL! don't you dare to make other girl feel so special.

best offered you repent ASAP.

honeylovebabe signout,

Bonita

MOOD KILLER INSTEAD OF MOOD HEALER

2010-03-26T18:30:00.000-07:00

“Some people are passionate about science, some about fashion, others about art, and others about making your mood drowning into the deep sea of madness ”

Hay Folks! How your mood today? Is it good or bad?

I’m in a good mood rite now. But I don’t know why, I just remember the day that I had such a BAD mood.

Well, just in case you need my tips LOL-ing

I was about searching something in front of my computer and looking for something that I need. Then my cell-phone was rigging. It was my old friend calling. He had something to tell me about one event, and he want to join him too.

I said that I had something to do on that day. Much more better if he asked me weeks ago.

Then you know what’s going on? He was mad at me. He said that I’m selfish! He said that I can’t understand his feeling. It’s like, oh my God what are you talking about? Is that a sin that I couldn’t accompany you? WTF

Other day, a friend of mine calls me B-I-T-C-H at my back. You know why? Because she thought that I chase her boyfriend. Oh damn, it’s like hellooooo… who are you and who your boyfriend is? Fyi, I’ve been a good friend with her boyfriend. Her boyfriend is my best buddy since junior high school, and I know him before he was in-relationship with her! I couldn’t help but realize that I’m in the boiling point!

No, I’m not finish yet. The other day when I had English mid test, my friend was asking me some answer (cheating). And then I told him my answer, but then I said that I’m not really sure about my answer. Much more better if he asked others too (the more answer, the more option). Minutes later, he poked my back and said, “ly, I thought the answer is not B but D” then I replied, “I told you that I don’t know. I was unsure about my answer. Ask others to make your self sure”

Then you know what he was said? He said, “I thought that you’re smart, I thought you’re good in this. You already pass the final test at LIA, so why you couldn’t answer this one?”

I WAS SO MAD AT THAT TIME! Hey, what’s happened if I already graduated at LIA? Is that really matter with my answer? I told you that I was unsure! Oh gee, Rrrgh… he thinks that he’s the big boss who can snap his stapler in anyone face? Call me immature, but I do wanna bite you dude!

Okay, if you ever in this kind of situation I’m sure that you must be in a very bad mood all day long. Me too darling!

So what should I do?

Well, some says to calm down, keep your head above the water and don’t show up your emotion. Some says to act as cool as possible. But if you were I, could you do those things? Oh, don’t be so naive I know that you want to spit on their face sincerely

But roll down your sleeves darling; because you’re just too respectable to punch this kind of mood killer!

First tips from me, calm down and take a deep breath. Breath in-breath out. Inhale-exhale. Make your self comfort than try to make friend with this mood killer. I mean, don’t punch them darling LOL. Patience is the key. This way will make you as the peacemaker and put you on the top of the game.

Then if they still burn you up, you have to take the next step. Be prepared darling, because you’re gonna have some kind of unspeakable war. What’s that? It’s a kind of war, in which way you just have to speak to them as long as needed. Make them realize that they need you. Make them realize that you’re mad at them.

So, here they go the last step!! If they keep killing your mood, one thing for sure you have to IGNORE THEM! What-so-ever they did to you; what-so-ever they say about you, you just have to ignore them!

In brief, don’t be aggressive. Instead of being angry back, just pity them. Use your power of confidence to ignore them, and try my second tips- use the unspeakable war trick! Once you could look unmistakably powerful and patience you’re the winner dear.

So, remember to calm down and don’t throw around accusation. Surely you can stand up for your self.

Maturity

2010-03-25T21:07:00.000-07:00

"...because maturity never comes too young"

mature
yes, maturity. what is the definition if maturity?
no, we're not talking about biology stuff. we're talking about maturity and age.
is 16 already mature? or 18? or mid 20?
can you get it? me? no I don't
as long as I know, mature means that you're able to choose whether good or bad for you. you know and can solve the problem by your self, and you also know how to depend on your self correctly.
from the explanation above, if I have to classify a person into maturity level there are 3 levels of maturity

First
the immature person
this kind of person is like a baby. they pretend like they don't have any problem. they pretend like everything is okay. because they don't know the world. they live for every hour has passed.
they just come up with problem, and they don't know how to solve it.
they're confuse to find a solution on their own problem.

Second
the midmature person
this kind of person is like a adolescent or some kind of teenager. they have problem, and mostly they pretend like they know how to solve it. In fact? they're nothing but a shit. they pretend to like something, in fact they like nothing but a mess. and they pretend everything is okay, in fact? while the world still spinning nothing is allrite. people had problem, and they had to cope with that.
this kind of midmature person, they just live for today. they don't even thinking about what they want to be in the next day. because they think everything is there for them.

Third
the mature person
this kind of person is a fully-grown-up person. They had problem and they solve it. they know how to cope with their problem. they know with whom they supposed to talk about their problem. THEY ARE TOTALLY KNOW ABOUT THEIR OWN SELF AND THEIR PROBLEM ALSO. they live and life for today and tomorrow

if you're asking me, "ully, which level are you in?"
I'll be proudly answer, " I'm in the second level dear"
yes, I'm in the second level. but, I'm trying my best to upgrade my level! so I could catch the third level ASAP.
what about you?
may you all have the third level of maturity

honeylovebabe signout,

Bonita xoxo

I waste 56 minutes

2010-03-25T20:50:00.000-07:00

"I waste 56 minutes today, by crying under my blanket"

11.00 am
I turn off my cell phone.
I need someone to depend.
I know this is just too late, I know the time past
I know, it's just too late. that is my regret.

11.15 am
I open my window, the wind blow my mind
the sky so blue, with humid weather.
I need blanket, it's cool in here

11.30 am
okay, now I'm alone here. doing nothing but shit
I'm sick of being tired..
I'm sick of this situation
I need fresh air, I need something amusing

11.35 am
I'm crying under my blanket

11.56 am
I'm thinking --> am I to exaggerating?
I do ? oh gee, what-so-ever..
I'm crying just for a while, then I smile and everything gonna be okay

Cheer up my self and handle this day!!

2010-03-25T19:42:00.000-07:00

10.00 a.m
turn on my computer
have a sight-seeing my old photos
and I realize, that I miss that time...

Here they goes some photos ♥♥♥♥

-no comment-

beth, where have you been? me miss you...

Yohana-elizabeth

ully-elizabeth

ami-riri-ully

way back into love

2010-03-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

hay folks! how are you all?
ah sudah lah inggris inggris nya. gue malu bahasa inggris gue pas banget, belum lagi tenses nya yg aburadul. adooh saya bisa mati malu nih kalo ada yg ngerti tenses comment (exaggerating)
anyway libur seminggu itu lama juga ya... yah meskipun gk begitu lama juga sih (mulai gak konsisten) bener deh, gue sampe mati bosen dirumah gitu ciiin.. (exaggerating again)
yang lebih parah lagi, hp saya sepi sekali saudara-saudara! astaga itu hp gak ada bunyi nya! apalah gunanya hp kalau ia tidak berbunyi? ah sudahlah, nasib saya memang demikian (poor me)

but, wait up! what about my love life? tuh kan ujung ujung nya curcol love life lagi hhee
ih tapi biarin deh, dari pada gue curcol love life sama yang lain yekan? yang ada nanti sms gue dibales singkat-padat-gak jelas. apalagi kalo curhat nya ke salah orang? wah bisa bisa urusan nya gue malu sendiri.
love life saya, tidak begitu bagus folks. yah standar anak sma gitu gimana deh.. fyi saya single looh (bukan promosi). niatnya sih single dulu sampai nanti lulus sma (amin)
nunggu B juga single deh gue hhahha..
but anyway, gue tiba-tiba mikir gini

"love thing is just too young for me, isn't ?"

tapi bukan nya puppy love itu ada nya pas sma ya? eh tapi wait, gak bisa dibilang puppy love juga sih. gue kenal beberapa orang yyang pacaran dari sma bahkan sampe lulus juga masih awet. in case they are my close relatives and friend. Senior gue ada yang udah 2-3 tahun gitu, abang gue udah 8 tahun sama pacarnya-meskipun putus sih
terus yang bener gimana dong?
yaaaah, to be honest gue gk terlalu mengerti juga sih... maklum masih amatir dalam hal demikian hha.. hmm coba anda tanya pakarnya saja misalnya abang saya yang sudah 8 tahun dengan mantan nya

TAPI, menurut analisis seorang amatir seperti saya begini :

"love things or some kind like that is just too young for me. but as long as it doesn't disturb my school-family -friend it's all okay. anyway, puppy love is the ingredients of High school life, rite?"

honeylovebabe signout,

bonita xoxo

Memories

2010-03-25T01:52:00.000-07:00

“Memories will be memories; it doesn’t have any power to the future. But just like two sides of coin, you can’t forget the memories. Because memories are past but not dust- which come and go easily”

Quotes

2010-03-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

"Time Is The Best Medicine"- Deisy F.H

The art of differences

2010-03-25T00:20:00.000-07:00

"Are we an innocent adolescent or simply addicted to sweet illusion of the world?"

Maybe I’m a kind of melancholic person, or some kind of a girl who loves to shares my heart to other, at least to a close friend. A friend of mine said that I’m a “drama queen” girl.

Okay fyi, I’m not a drama queen. I'm just a kind of person who can’t keep my problem by my self, and I need somebody to help me out or give me some suggestion,even sometimes it’s a bad suggestion and I wouldn’t do it.

But still, whatever I said about my self, my friend still said that I’m a kind of a drama queen or something. Once again, no I’m not! Is that a huge mistake to tell somebody about your problem? Is that a sin that your best buddy know about things that made you cry? You decide dude…

Girls will be girls and boys still boys. Girl usually thinks with their heart, in the other hand Boys thinks logically.

When boys said something extra sweet just like the sweetest peach in the lime tea, girls believe it-and when girls said that they believe in, they really mean it.

In other hand, boys will simply fall in lust just if they saw a pretty creature with mini skirt and white transparent shirt- for those boys who read this; you have to confess that you ever did this before. Lol-ing

Yes, girls will simply fall in love when they find out a charm boys with extraordinary way of listening and giving them advice. But boys will simply fall in lust (or also love?) when they find out girls with extraordinary way of make up, with the endorse of mini dress or something.

In this case, I just want to say that girls sometimes make a holy-sin by thrusting their ears, and boys sometimes get into trouble by only thrusting their eyes when seeing sweet creatures, like sexy girls or something.

From my explanation above, I just want to say that everybody has weaknesses. Maybe my kind of melancholic stuff is my weakness. But I’m sure all you, yes you! The cosmopolitan person, you have your own weakness.

Yes, weaknesses are also a kind of differences. Naturally, while our country is struggling with urbanization problems, overpopulation, lack of jobs, sickening traffic jam, never-ending battle between politic party, terrible pollution and worse fashion, people and society likes to judge people by the differences they made and things they have done. But so what? In this world we’re living with differences. You and I, we’re totally different! But we live in rite? When the world still spinning, flower still blooming, and farmer still cultivate the harvest, people will always talking. There always be friend and foe, hated or love it.

Once again everybody is different, but as strange as it sound, some people often refuse it.

Are we an innocent adolescent or simply addicted to sweet illusion of the world?

Well, let’s people talks about what-so-ever they want. Let they think and gossiping about what-so-ever they need. Society is a place for us to stand up for our own differences. No need to worry about differences.

In brief, dare to be different to not a crime! Dare to speak what you want is your human rights! Coco channel once said, “To be irreplaceable one supposed to be different”. May we all be irreplaceable in our way of different.

HoneyLoveBabe signout

bonita <3

DIGGING YOUR GOLD MINE OF FRIEND

2010-03-24T23:50:00.000-07:00

"thousand friends are less, but one enemy is more than enough"

A friend of mine, call her miss D is a very quite and unfriendly person, just if you don’t know her.

Her SMIZE eyes would bite your heart tenderly, because she’ll see you extra sharp and tear up your bravery (am I too exaggerating?). But, then I know that she’s a totally a good person.

A good listener, with a crazy attitude. A good girlfriend but also an emotional person. A religious girl with an open-minded attitude.( dear miss D, you owe me so much for all of this darlaa)

Well, I’m totally wrong about her at once. Yeah, my first impression to her is not as good as my first impression to my mood healer LOL.

To be honest, miss D is actually just an ordinary friend to me before we’re end up as a room mate for 4 days. And each day we’re going insane and intimate. Just imagine the way she told me almost all of her sadness and emotion about her boyfriend, and also her dilemma with someone (censored).

Somehow I feel like she knows me for a whole of my life just like my mood healer did.

Is she my soul-mate? I mean my true friend trough the Frenemies? Yes, I’m still wondering.. .

What about my other friends? Are they just friend? Or they also my true friend? Oh geez, to be honest, I do confuse about this. DILEMA OH DILEMA. How do I cope with this?

For me, a friend means a lot. They give me power and strength to do all my activity; they’re my first driver or tukang ojek, my second home, and my third mom for me. They give me joy, comfort, and support when I need most.

They’re means a lot. What do you think?

My mom said not to thrust people 100%. Thrust them 40 % and give the rest to God.

But I think, my mom could be mistaken about this. Thrusting people for me is giving them, all that I believe, make them thrust me too. That’s why when I said that I thrust someone; I truly give them my thrust.

And, since I was about to have a close friend, I thrust them whole heartedly.

Maybe, it’s just too risky to thrust someone whole heartedly, but I do like that. Yeah even As a result, I ever in trouble of forgetting someone I ever thrust and I was just end up with kind of broken-hearted (curcol- but now I’m totally okay!)

But, In this kind of cosmocity with all the cosmomisery, finding a soul mate, true friend, spouse, girlfriend-boyfriend is like digging in the gold mine. It’ll take almost all of your passion and patience, skill and care to filter tons of black sand and find out your tiny piece of gold. Principally if you’re about to find a friend, find it with heart and don’t you ever deal with your ego. Because EGO is actually the true frenemies for you and for your supposed-to-be-friend

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP ALL, may you have a genuine friend.

*hugs and kisses*

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I need a refrigerator time capsule

2010-03-23T18:37:00.000-07:00

Have you ever pass the day when you want it to be freeze? I do.

Hmm, let’s see, there a lot of memorable things happened for at least 1 year. Count it down darlaa..
HERE THEY GO DARLING...

First, is the day when I met bassist. Do I have to tell you about this? Well, I do really care for bassist, but then he left me with nothing but a “in-a-relationship” status. count in it also happen because of me-yes, that's my mistakes, but how could he left me without any permission? well, whatever it is, I wish him the best.

Second, is the day when I cut my hair really short until all of my friends said that I am crazy. Maybe yes I do. I do insane about this thing. Anyway, this is my father suggestion to cut my long hair until this short.

Third, is the day of ISPO. Whoaaa, I do really want to freeze this time! I wish I could. Don’t you know that I had such a good quality and leisure time with my new friend from other City? They’re really nice and to good to be true.

Fourth, is the day when I spend my night with my best room mate ever!! She is Deisy F.H. the craziest girl I ever met. My first impression to her is bad. Because she’s looking like a quite person and not-really-friendly. But anyway then I find out that all of my first impression is totally a mistakes!
She’s a nice person, and a good listener also!We had such a intimate time together as a room mate.

Fifth, is the day when I had a really bad mood at ISPO. I still remember the date. If I’m not mistaken, it was 3rd march 2010. I feel so moody and I just don’t like that day. But hopefully TADAAAAA JENG JENG… here they come the savior of my day!!! Yeps, he’s my mood healer. Thanks a bunch my mood healer.

Well, that’s 5 of my thousand day that I want to be freeze.

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Come Rain Come Shine --Tata Young

2010-03-23T18:20:00.000-07:00

“Unsuspecting, the way you cross my mind
Who could've known you'd be so real…”

Keep your mind POSITIVE

2010-03-23T17:29:00.000-07:00

"It Can Be Tiring, But Everyday Is Beautiful"

Yesterday is such a tiring day for me. I accompany my mom and dad doing their activities

A WHOLE DAY. Yes, I accompany my dad to National Library because he had a General Lecture or something about human rights. And it’s such a boring and tiring activity.

But anyway, I have to keep my self as busy as possible rite?

I keep my self as busy as possible. Doing this and that, running out and in, turn out and turn in, I do whatever to keep my self busy and of course

keep my mind in positive way.

That’s why I think, it can be tiring, but everyday is beautiful rite?

Believe it or not, after I know “mood healer”, I try to make my mind as positive as I can. Yeah, at least I try to make it in positive way, so I could be more relax to do something lol.

Talking about relaxing, there should be another effective way of relaxing than just at home rite? So I decided to go with my mom, but she bring me with nothing but a simple-predictable-words, “done your house chores, the dishes and the rest of the the laundry”.

Hmm, see? Rrrr.. oh please mom, I just wanna go out for a while. I need fresh air, and I need to forget “the mood healer”.

Then I sat in front off my laptop, and still trying to relaxing, keep my self positive and forget my mood healer. My window open, the sky is totally with great-blue with sunshine through my room.it's blowing my mind. But my creativity just stuck in the Cosmomisery – misery by living in the big city

Oh dear, my mood is like a spice trail and so unpredictable right now

Sometimes good, sometimes bad, sometimes I feel nothing but flat, and sometimes I feel like I wanna blow up my emotion then cry.

Am I sad? Mad? Or exaggerating? Oh dear, If you were I, you will know how exactly I feel.

Ps : Well, somehow I think like the world still spinning even my mood healer not near me, and the flower still growing even my mood healer is gone. What do you think?

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Bye bye - Mariah Carey

2010-03-22T06:42:00.000-07:00

" I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for a while"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye " - Bye bye (Mariah Carey)

Keep My Self As Busy As I can

2010-03-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

That was my twitter status update when I got the national examination holiday.

Well, it’s a holiday for me, but it’s actually a HOLY-DAY for the 12^th grader. They had such a fight time to do all the examination in 1 week.

Anyway back to my twitter update. I keep my self busy with those things like house chores, the dishes, my school homework and anything that could get me as busy as possible. Then I watched some DVD, and at the same time also organizing my buffet. Oh geez, my room never been this tidy. All of this was done in such a quite time, and felt better than normal.

Wondering why?

Hmm, let’s see… it’s because I don’t want to think about my mood healer anymore. Because when I remember my mood healer suddenly I just want to text him! And text him, is such a holy-sin for me. Huhuu, I do really miss my mood healer. But what can I do? He wants me to go, and that’s the better way for both of us.

Okay, enough for the mood healer. I really wish him the best, I wish him had a good relationship with his girlfriend, and also live happily ever after just like Cinderella and Prince charming lol.

Back to my

“unusual- holiday -without -any -messages –from-my mood healer “.

Then I sat on here in front of my laptop, doing the usual virtual ritual. Facebook, twitter, YouTube, MySpace. The trees outside my house waving say hallo to me, and swigging my mood. Oh I wish it’s a weekend- because it could be the most perfect weekend I ever had.

Getting all kinds of goose bumps and moods is swing out my mood. I allow my mind to access and absorb as many as possible different colors from the world. Yet my head seemed so clearly and my creativity ran wild on this “unusual- holiday -without -any -messages –from-my mood healer “. I hope this stand for a long time. Yes, I hope and I wish. Huhu, just if I could back to my ISPO days.

For my dear Mood healer, please give me your strength and power to me! Because it’s such a hard time to forget you. This pain just too deep, and if you read this I hope you understand my feeling, and understand how much I hate that I miss and need you.

It was 15.18, I saw my window and the sky is so blue, it’s extremely pretty. The color of the sky was like the sweetest peach juice with lime tea. Great time, great mood, great sky for me. And I hope you also had such those great things for sure.

Ps: dear my mood healer DON’T YOU DARE TO FORGET ME YAA :( and dont you mad at me...

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ISPO 2010

2010-03-20T01:57:00.000-07:00

2-5 March is such a great time! and, just if I could back to that days...

hay ho FOLKS!

nice to catch you here again, how are you all?
I have a lot of stories to tell, but one thing I wanna tell you is about my ISPO 2010 experience

ISPO is INDONESIAN SCIENCE PROJECT OLYMPIAD it held 2-5 March 2010 in Balai Sarbini-Balai Kartini, Jakarta.
I have a lot of friend there! I also be close to some of my friend whom I don't really know at school, and also be close with my senior and teacher. we have so much fun there..

My project is about Spirulina and my other friend is about Salak Seed. eh, anyway I've just know that Salak in Turkish is mean "STUPID" lol.

4 days is like 1 day, me miss those ISPO days for sure! me miss the day when I talk to those Turkish man explaining my project.
I miss my mood healer, I miss my room mate, I miss my malang,payangkubuh friends! I do likey!

HUAAAAA, I miss it, really for sure!!!!

Love Will Find You lyric

2010-03-20T01:49:00.000-07:00

-LOVE WILL FIND YOU-

remember when we used to talk
sharing our hearts went through the night
your voice whispering in my ear
we take it slow let the love talking

but now you seem to holding back
the way you feel about my heart
i just can feel your emptiness
baby be cool and you will know

reff:

love can be fun
love may be hurt
love can be everything
you want it to
open your eyes
just see it through
and just give it a try
love will find you

i wanna be your true love
i can fill in to your loneliness
i wanna be everything that you want me to
give me your sign lady
and you will know

you will know way you give it try
love not bad as it always can be
so give faith on me girl
and i will share you my world
never thought i will leave you
i hope you in my arms from now
love will give me by your side

Back To Reff :

Love Will Find You Girl And That Could Be Me

Love Will Find You Girl And That Could Be You

Love Will Find You Girl And That Could Be Us

O B S T A C L E S

2009-11-06T04:52:00.000-08:00

"MASALAH, TERGANTUNG DARI SISI MANA KITA MELIHATNYA"

semua orang punya masalah. ya, semua orang. tidak terkecuali orang yang terlihat terus menerus bahagia. sebenarnya masalah itu tergantung dari mana kita melihat si masalah itu sendiri. kebanyakan dari kita masih melihat maslah dari kesusah yang kita dapat. yah, so do I. kadang gue berfikir untuk pergi dan lari bahkan teriak terus nyebur ke laut buta menghilangkan masalah. but actually, itu sama sekali tidak menyelesaikan si masalah itu sendiri yekan?

nah, coba deh kita kembali ke definisi masalah itu sendiri. jawabannya tergantung dari sikap kita menilai dan menghadapi masalah itu sendiri. kalau kita menghadapi masalah dengan cara negatif, maka masalah itu bisa dipastikan menjadi masalah negatif. itulah sebabnya kita harus melihat masalah dari sudut pandang positif

masalah adalah berkat, hal itu membuka pintu yang biasanya tidak kita lalui
masalah adalah kesempatan untuk bertumbuh, kita akan lebih cepat bertumbuh melalui masalah dari pada keberhasilan
masalah adalah guru terbaik, masalah akan mengajarkan hal yang sangat berharga kepada kita
masalah bisa dipecahkan, tidak ada maslah yang tanpa pemecahan. setiap masalah selalu memiliki jalan keluarnya sendiri.
masalah ada di mana mana, tidak ada tempat atau orang yang dikecualikan dari masalah
masalah, adalah peringtan bahwa kita tidak mandiri, dan masih sangat memerlukan bantuan Tuhan dan orang lain.

jika kita mendefinisikan masalah dari sudut pandang positif maka kita tidak akan stress dalam meghadapi masalah! kita yakin bahwa setiap masalah mempunyai jalan keluarnya sendiri. dan yang paling penting, masalah membawa kita lebih dekat pada Tuhan.

"just stick to your goal and when you have obstacles then nothing else matter"- Henry Ford

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Belitung I'm in love

2009-11-04T01:03:00.000-08:00

I love Bangka Belitung so much
so these some photos when my daddy go diving to Bangka Belitung, geez im envy him so much!
Belitung is so WONDERFUL!

I'll give you more photos next time, see ya!
thanks-xie xie-mercy-dangke-kamsahamida

Honeylovebabe

Bonita!

flashy!

2009-11-03T05:17:00.000-08:00

full moon & yellow lights

2009-11-03T05:11:00.000-08:00

dibakar dengan suhu 5000 derajat

2009-10-24T01:42:00.000-07:00

"...Kendi cantik itu dibakar dengan suhu 5000 derajat supaya indah dan bagus"

kemaren pagi waktu gue saat teduh, ada satu hal yg membuat gue tercenggang manggut manggut sendiri, bahkan sadar dan mencoba menyelami arti saat teduh itu.
oh iya, nyokap gue baca saat teduh itu dengan nada yg sangat amat enak, lain dari biasanya. kata katanya lembut banget sambil nasehatin adek gue yg lagi bandel-maklumlah anak kelas 2 smp lagi bandel bandel nya (loh gue?)

oke well, let me tell you more.

kadang kita sebagai seorang anak, atau manusia pada umumnya tidak bisa menerima suatu kritik, saran kata kata yg seharusnya bisa membanggun kita. just like my brotha did. dia selalu aja gk mau dibilangin, dikasih saran bahkan ngelawan sama nyokap gue. agak susah emang dibilangin. mungkin nyokap gue juga udah cape plus gk tau lagi gimana cara nasehatin dia, sampe bilang gini;

" To (Anto-red) kadang kita harus menerima kritikan meskipun kita gk suka. tau gk? hidup itu gk selalu mulus, kadang susah kadan bahkan kita gk bisa ngatasin masalah itu. dan adalah tugas orang tua untuk mendidik anaknya supaya lebih baik. mendidik itu banyak caranya, ada yg halus ada yg kasar sampe harus mukul atau cubit. mama mau membentuk kamu supaya jadi kendi tanah liat yg cantik atau intan yg kuat dan bagus. Kendi Tanah liat yg bagus itu, gk asal jadi. dari tanah liat yg gk ada bentuknya, tanah liatnya dibanting, di halusin, dibanting lagi kalo masih ada pasir yg nempel. terus di puter lagi dibentuk sampe jadi kendi. tapi belum selesai, kendi itu dibakar dengan suhu tinggi sampai 5000 derajat! belum lagi kendi itu masih harus diukir, dihias sampe bagus, baru diwarnain. semua proses panjang itu membuat kendi itu sempurna, dan itulah yg mam bikin sama kamu"

guess what? gue yg gk dinasehatin pun akhirnya sadar bahwa apa yg nyokap gue lakuin itu baik adanya.
so the moral of the story is, jangan pernah menggangap apa yg dilakukan orang tua untuk bilangin kita itu salah. justru kita yg salah menilai peringatan dan kritikan orang tua.

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Nisa Alifia

2009-09-13T09:51:00.000-07:00

CHABUT I BEG YOU!!

okay, I already tell you kan kalo gue lebih sering tweeting kan yaa?
nah, one of my bestiest @cabutra (baca: NISA ALIFIA) tweet nya NGENA BANGET di gue!

ah gk boong deh sumpah! buanyak banget! kalo dihitung hitung ada lebih dari 5. see? so much tweet tore my heart! ahha, kamu gk salah kok cha, but it's just like...

hit me straight forward

those tweet are :

Iloveyoubaby &if its quite allrite.Ineedyoubaby 2 warm the lonely nights.iloveyoubaby,trust in me when i say.oh prettybaby DONT BRING ME ...

You're just too good 2 be true,i cant take my eyes off of you.you feel lyk heaven 2 touch,i wanna hold u so much..

Someone's making u feel someway but not knowing they make u feel that way. Let 'em know,guys :>

Have i told u how good it feels to be me when im w/ u?

@ullybonita it isnt a must sih,tapiii jgn syg sm org yg gatau kl km syg sm dia deh. Percuma. Bikin nangis km doang. Kasian km-nya.Let hi ...

Just keep living @ullybonita,no matter how much it hurts to let go of him. We know you can:-) cheers♥

thankies ya cha, for cheer me up!

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B O N I T A

book

2009-09-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

this is one of my wondrous photograph, I really like it! kewl!
this photo ia taken 2 weeks ago at LBI UI cafetaria, when I was waiting my auntie for a dutch test.
BOTCHAN, is a really nice book. Then, I take the book photo ahay!

NOSTALGIA X7

2009-09-13T06:44:00.000-07:00

GREAT TIME WITH EX X7 

aku kagen pelukan nya Riri (left), huhu Riri I miss you so bad
I also miss my "sok tau" friend Batak (right) effin crazy

wowo, this is our crazy time! kodim (center) is X7 husband , boyfee wannabe
I miss when he said, "udah ngantuk ly?" when Bu lamisri tought us

we're ex X7! damn, I really really miss our day togather with you all

nah, itu beberapa foto buber X-7 hari sabtu kemaren. see? can you guess which one I am?
hha, clue : I'm wearing those awkward stuff (batik + kebaya) -_-

hha, so much more sih sebenernya, but I give you all the best photo, yang lain nya aib soalnya ahha (kynya muka gue emang aib semua deh)

we really have such a log time for chit chat, then it was a great great great time, like for sure!

aduh, kayanya kelas 11 gue mulai nyampah deh, aku mulai bandel saudara saudara!!! gk bandel bgt sih, cuma jd sering pergi gitu. aduh doakan saya tetap serius belajar yaaa (ayoo ULLY BELAJAAAR)

bloogers, saya mau belajar ya(gaya, padahal bsk libur tuh ahha)

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B O N I T A

My satnite

2009-09-12T06:48:00.000-07:00

G U Y S! hello!

hmm, nice to see you this night.. how's your satnite goin'? nice? me too!!!

well, even it's not night already. I already pass
my satnite at citos with my dearest friend.
yups, they are ex X7 SMAN 38.

actually, kita kesana niatnya mau buber, dibayarin sama bang Jhon. thankiies ya bang Jhon and his family. such a great time with you all!
eheh, kesempatan ini dimanfaatkan juga buat reuni X7. really great great time!
thankies a bunch ya!

eheh, hal yang paling malesin banget dari gue adalah.. gue pake kebaya ke citos.
K E B A Y A (bold, underline,italic) wanna see me with those outfit? later ya, kalo udah di upload foto nya. I'll tell you deh okay.
bloogers catch ya later ya, I wanna go bath first then go sleep.

niat hari ini : melupakan the boy, LUPA LUPA LUPAAAA..
doakan supaya terkabul ya bloggers!

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B O N I T A

speechless

2009-09-11T08:50:00.000-07:00

dulu. Kenapa skrng gue jadi suka memakai kata dulu ya?
Well, mungkin itu dikarenakan gue memang suka mengenang sesuatu.

Tapi yg ini beda. Dulu..
3bulan yg lalu he's just love me wholehartedly.
Now, when I said," udah ada yg lain ya?" He said,"nggak juga"

What is that all means? Nothing? Mybe for you it's mean nothing at all. For me? Everything.

Sakit hati? Kalo ditanya gitu sih, gue bisa menjamin pasti! Tapi, ini mgkn karma.

Dulu, gue seenak jidat gk angkat tlfn dia. Skrng? Dia gk nelfon gue yg semaput. Ckckck. Oh GOD please, what should I do?

Jeger.. Gue beneran binggung. Apa gue harus ninggalin dia? Lupain, terus biarin aja dia sm yg lain?

Kalo mau nya begitu mungkin bisa gue lakukan tapi it's all needs time.
Tapi apa dia jg mau hal yg sama? Kalo gitu caranya, both of us harus ngelupain TOTAL.

Total means : I should erase every little memory about him.
It means I should let him go. Delete his phone number, his bb pin, and also his FB.
Hmm, kurang? Gk tau deh musti gimana lagi.

Dear the person that I mean, you know every little things that I feel and every tears drop falling from my eyes. You know everysingle time I can't stop thinking about you.

You have to know. That I really really really really dissapointed, hopeless, confuse. I don't know what should I do.

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Cindy Perdana Computeria

2009-09-11T05:36:00.000-07:00

dear ka cen,

ka cen, I do care for you. really. like for sure.
selama ini, mungkin aku gak bisa kasih saran yang baik buat kakak, like others did.
tapi aku berusaha untuk berbuat yang terbaik, for my best senior ever-ka cen.

aku kadang suka ketawa sendiri kalo inget gimana dulu. your crush is my ex.
yang bego nya lagi ex aku itu menyiayiakan kakak. dodol emang dia kak!

thankies ya kak, udah mau bilang aku cantik, in fact I'm not like that. aduh, kakak musti tau betapa senang nya aku dibilang kaya gitu sama kakak yang cantik.

gak terasa ya udah 2 tahun.

sebentar lagi kakak udah kuliah, and then leave me and also other juniors.

oh iya, love live! nah, ini hal yang pengen banget aku sampein ke kakak..
mungkin ini terdengar jahat, tapi ini yang bisa aku bilang. bukan karena aku benci, tapi sebaliknya aku sangat sayang dan care sama kakak.

kak, jangan pernah nyerah soal love life! berulang kali aku bilang jodoh kakak mungkin bukan di SMA. tapi kalo nanti jodoh, dia akan dateng sendiri.
kadang juga kakak, terlalu cepat suka sama orang, dan sialnya orang itu tau. Jadinya si cowo itu dengan bebasnya
mainin perasaan kakak. like biru did.

I want the best for you my best senoir ever- ka cen! please, don't let your tears fell down because of blue.

CARI YANG LAIN! MASIH BANYAK!

okay ka cen? let my force be with you ka cen ( starwars style)

from your weird and freak junior
honeylovebabe

B O N I T A

C H A N G E S

2009-09-11T00:51:00.000-07:00

"and everybody changing and I don't know why"

hi blogger!
huaa, nice to see you again! such a log time ya gue hint! bukan bermaksud sengaja, tapi keadaan yang tidak mendukung sekali, seperti tugas yang menumpuk, dan jadwal les yang agaknya menggangu untuk blogging.

eheh, belom nanya: APA KABAR KALIAN SEMUA? FINE?
hmm saya berharap kalian baik baik saja.
tapi nggak baik banget juga sih. ada beberapa hal yang membuat saya tidak enak

well, see tag line above kan? I've just thinking about that always, hmm ya sejak 2 minggu terakhir ini sih. so many things changing. really. for sure!

emang sih, selama lo hidup perubahan itu pasti ada. bahkan tanpa lo sadari lo sendiri juga berubah.

Time goes by, and our life goes on.

kalo kata guru fisika gue, manusia itu hidup cuma punya 2 dimensi. kita gk bisa nembus dimensi ke 3 yaitu waktu! maka jangan salah gunakan waktu. KARENA,

"HIDUP LO AKAN JALAN TERUS DAN ARAH NYA CUMA SATU YAITU KUBURAN" (pak Agusman Anwar style)

serem gak? gue sih jujur langsung bergidik, begitu denger pak agus ngomong gitu! MAN, DALEM BANGET! SUMPAH DALEM! gue langsung nyadar, dan
mau sungguh sungguh jalanin hidup sebagai seorang anak, kakak, cucu, keponakan, tante, pelajar yang baik
TAPI, ternyata begitu mau memulai hal ini, gue langsung gak jadi. soalnya banyak hal yang membuat mood gue down, dan bilang sama diri gue sendiri,
"LY, HIDUP LO KOK NYAMPAH BANGET YA?"

hmm itu yang gue pikirin . ya ya ya.. gue belom bisa menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik dalam beberapa bidang. bahkan untuk jadi :

seorang anak manis, cantik,pintar bagi kedua orang tua

beberapa hal yang gue pikirkan terus menerus dan bikin mood gue down adalah :

1. banyak remed. yah ini sih biasa banget, tapi yang gk biasa adalah saya buanyak sekali remednya! perlu digaris bawahi apalagi FISIKA! aduh sumpah deh gue sangat tidak berjodoh sekali dgn fisika dari kls 10. begitu pula sekarang meskipun kls 11 (ipa pula)

2. lepas behel. hmm, ini hal yang paling aneh dalam 1 minggu terakhir! seriously! ini aneh banget deh gk boong. bagi yang memakai behel, dan sudah melepasnya pasti merasakan. biasanya makan banyak bgt larangan nya. sekarang? SAYA MENJADI PEMAKAN SEGALA. enak sih, asik sih. CUMAAA.... I'm became WEIRDO! aneh man! aneh sumpah gak boong! one of my bestiest Dania Anisa Dajmi aka Danny, said so.

3. HP SAYA SEPI SEKALI. yah hal in sudah berlangsung dari pertama kali punya HP sih. well, sempat membaik sekitar 2 bulan lalu. tapi memburuk kembali sejak 3 minggu yang lalu. ohh okay, mungkin orang ini sudah tidak sadar keberadaan gue, dan bahkan he's decided to leave me? who knows? hidung siapa? iya kan kan kan?

well, bloggers that's all for now. berharap mood saya membaik selama libur ini.
semoga saja terjadi. hope so!
janji deh I'll be back asap ya! nanti kita(?) cerita cerita lagi hhahah
BOO YAH!

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Bonita

hari yang panjang

2009-07-17T01:16:00.000-07:00

well... hi guys (ehem, guys?!)

JEG JEG JEG JEEEEG...

how's your day? good? hope so.
eh, beneran ya hari ini cape nya amit-amit! dari pagi, siang, sore aktivitas gue penuh nuh nuh. bukan sok sibuk, tapi emang sibuk. apapun itu gue bener bener capek. (lebay mode :on)

talking about tired. beberapa hari ini gue dan temen temen gue juga capek. LEBIH TEPATNYA CAPEK KARENA TUGAS. oh em ji...
well, baru hari pertama masuk sekolah tanggal 13 aja udah disibukan dengan PR, hah? infact anak kelas 10 aja masih MOS. belum lagi tambahan pelajaran pertama MATEMATIKA , dan gk tanggung tanggung langsung 3 JAM!

argh! ok, stop talking about tugas. nanti orang berhenti baca blog gue dan pindah ke blog yang lain. (JANGAN YAAA)
FYI, baju gue yang gue tunggu tunggu itu udah jadi lhoo.. wanna see?brokenwhite blazer

brokenwhite midi skirt

nah itulah baju yang mau gue pake di gereja tanggal 19 juli nanti, buat acara katekisasi.
gue berharap ini baju cocok sama gue (infact setelah gue pake : GUE TERLIHAT JELEK!)
argh, kesetressan pun dimulai, gileee udah berapa hari lagi tapi gue masih belum prepare buat sepatu, dll.
bisa unprepare gini gue?

kayanya saya hanya bisa berpasrah diri saja, gue beneran pasrah kali ini. gk tau mau gimana lagi (menunggu keajaiban datang, dan gue jadi cantik)

that's all, I'm signout!

honeylovebabe..

Bonita
nb: doakan saya jadi cantik yaaa *smiles, hugs, kisses*

dag , dig, dug

2009-07-14T20:43:00.000-07:00

jegjegjegjegggg

ya ampun, udah sebulan lebih gk update blog. maunya sih update tiap hari, cuma setiap kali ada hasrat ma update blog, pasti ada aja kerjaan lainnya. sok sibuk deh ceritanya..

ok, gue udah mulai di protes oleh temen temen gue (esp. Yohana)
she said : " gue males baca blog orang yang gk pernah di update, update dong"
I said : " so much things to do yoh, next time deh, kalo mau cerita tentang baju"

hha, iya B A J U (CLOTHLES, OUTFITS)
jadi... gue punya suatu acara di gereja, yang membuat gue bikin baju (jahit). to be honest, gue gk terlalu ribet dengan semuanya itu... TAPI, nyokap gue rebek nya amit amit.. kaya mau nikahin anak

kembali ke baju...
udah hampir 3 minggu, itu bahan ada di tukang jahit, berharap kalo bajunya nanti cocok, dan bagus di gue..(SEMOGA) aduhhh, dari hari minggu, tukang jahitnya janji selesai hari selasa, tapi ternyata baru selesai hari rabu sore (semoga ditepati)

so GUYS... (hha, guys.)
doakan supaya hasil bajunya memuaskan yaaa!
later, gue posting lagi deh kalo bajunya udah jadi ya.

honeylovebabe,

bonita

meeting yeah yeahh

2009-06-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

our meeting for retreat

see that picture? sok sibuk gk jelas gitu deh, cerita nya sih lagi rapat buat retreat Gereja tgl 19, 20,21 juni. ckck tinggal 2 minggu lagi, rapat nya baru sekarang. benar-benar ya..

from left - right : Nadya,Ully,Elizabeth, Mian.
actually, masih ada 2 orang lagi : Douglas and David.

just wish our retreat goes well yaaa... we're really need your support guys! supaya, anak anak katekisasi 2008-2009 KOMPAK!
wish our retreat goes well yaaaa

nadya-ully-elizabet- mian

signout!

NIGHT

2009-06-11T08:45:00.000-07:00

feeling : so so
song : halo - beyonce

GOOD NIGHT GUYS..

nice to see you this night, I can't sleep even though it's already 11 pm. owh, maybe I have that kind of insomnia.

actually I supposed to go to school tomorrow, but fortunately I'm so so so lazy to do that things ( in fact we do nothing, but cheer up other team) well, tomorrow i'm just stay at home, washing all the dishes, clothes.. arggh! B O R E D D A Y

well, I wish tomorrow I can go to my grandma house, then go to church in the evening. but, I supposed to tell my father first- that's the hardest part..ckckck

wish me luck tomorrow guys, I wish I can go to my grandma house, and do ALL THE HOUSE CHORES.

I'm signout honeybabylove,

Bonita

DAY

2009-06-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

Hi people!

how are you guys? fine? nice to hear that.lol

OK, my day isn't that bad actually. I go to school just for class meeting, it's about from 7 am until 1 pm (it's wasting so much time, in fact : I do nothing there!)
next.. then I got sms from my friend, whom waiting for me at my JHS. yup, we're planning for some reunion, but it's not goes well.. only few of us coming and join.
after that, we're go to the nearest mall to have some chit-chat , but unfortunately I can't do that things 'cause my father text me ( I supposed to come home earlier)

then, after I got home, my friend ELIZABETH SONDANG BAKARA ( call her bakara)
he's giving my note back, and she's just went home about 15 minutes ago before I post this..

hope she's went home safety.. good luck for you beth!

and guys that's all for now, see you on the next post!

i'm signout honeylovebabe

Bonita

The Ting Tings : Great DJ Lyrics

2009-06-10T00:25:00.000-07:00

Fed up with your indigestion.
Swallow words one by one.
Folks got high at a quarter to five.
Don’t you feel your growing up undone.

Nothing but the local DJ,
who said he had some songs to play.
What went down from his fooling around
gave hope and a brand new day.

Imagine all the girls
Ah, ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah, ah, ah
And the boys
Ah, ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah, ah, ah
And the strings
Ee, ee, eee, eee, ee, ee, ee, ee
And the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums
Oh!

Nothing was the same again
All about where and when
Blowing our minds in our life unkind
gotta love the BPM.
When the smoke was all baton
Remembering how this begun.
We wore his love like a hand in a glove
Where the future plays it all night long.

and nothin' but the girls
Ah, ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah, ah, ah
And the boys
Ah, ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah, ah, ah
And the strings
Ee, ee, eee, eee, ee, ee, ee, ee
and "the drums" [x19]

Imagine all the girls
Ah, ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah, ah, ah
And the boys
Ah, ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah, ah, ah
And the strings
Ee, ee, eee, eee, ee, ee, ee, ee
and the drums
Ah, ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah, ah, oh

all the girls
Ah, ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah, ah, ah
And the boys
Ah, ah, ahh, ahh, ah, ah, ah, ah
And the strings
Ee, ee, eee, eee, ee, ee, ee, ee
and the drums, the drums, the drums, the drums.

I really loves this song, especially when the "nothing but the local DJ" part. it's like being in the spot light, and dancing in front off many people!
I've just finish downloading this song. you really really really must must have listening this song!!

I'm signout Honeybunnylove

Bonita

sneakers addiction

2009-06-09T20:04:00.000-07:00

this is my latest style from polyvore..
I'm a SNEAKERS ADDICT! I love to put sneakers with dress, or skirt.
hey, see the purple sneaker, I really love that one.. just like my friend's. I love that, from the first time I saw it. DAMN I want it want it..
check that one guys, hope you like it!

gombal whatever..

2009-06-07T23:05:00.000-07:00

GET IT OVER, START OVER, MAKE IT BETTER

hi guys, nice to be here. catch up my status today :
felling : blue
song : First love-Utada Hikaru

well, since 2-3 months I never go blogging, I really miss you all guys!
okay, my day isn't that bad actually. but, to be honest I really broken hearted, by irresponsible person. He took over my felling m and without any permission he left me. God. Damn.Damn

Angry? yes I am, but I know who my self really are. So, I make it all fine..
I never wanna make him as a part of my day anymore, just left him behind my back, and I DON'T WANNA LOOK OVER HIM ANYMORE

I never get mad, with anybody (except my brother) and so with this guy..
but, I just want to tell this guy, "I'm not get mad, or something else I just wanna make you understand how it feels, when you'll be a CADANGAN ( SUBSTITUTE) , we're still friend, and THAT'S ALL! thankiies for every little things you've done to me."

so, the moral of my story is : If you get close with a boy, just make him as a friend

I'm sign out honeybunnylove

Bonita

2009-04-10T20:33:00.000-07:00

(unbearable things, such a nice things I ever feel. yeaah!)

Hi people!

Hiii, I miss you so much! Wow, I t such a nice things, that I can write this again.
How’s your day? Good? Hope so.
H-O-L-I-D-A-Y! Yeah! I really like it! It seems like I smell the scent of 50000 flowers beside me. LOL.
Talking about holiday, I remember my last holiday with my lovely classmates. Hhe, they’re really funny, makes me laugh all the times trough the bad situation also. They are Eka, Rahma-Rahmi (yes, they are twin), Oma EE, Bayu, Bang John, and Faddel.
We’re go to KOTA TUA. Actually we want some fresh air, consider that we’re just finish our “FREAKIN MID TEST” well, actually the A plan is we go there by TRANS JAKARTA BUS. But then my friend said, “ let’s go by train” ok, that’s a good things to say, but not in fact.

I’ll tell you, when the train comes, me and Eka, are left! On the other hand, other already jump into the FAST train (fastest then Shinkansen) . that’s why I supposed to take the other train.

Other funny story. When we’re already in Kota Tua, my friend Oma EE, she’s forget to buy the rent of “sepeda kumbang”! huahha.. OH MG! people looking at us! How embarrassing it is?!it’s so unbearable!

That’s my story, sorry, I know, there so many grammatical errors, ok, it’s human errors..

honeylovebabe sign out,

Bonita

Who Cares about IQ!

2009-03-08T00:01:00.000-08:00

(this is my essay, that I wrote it with a gigantic passion, please leave your comment, so I can revise or elaborate it. THANKIIESS... :D)

“Success is 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration”, said Thomas Alva Edison. This quotation shows that Intelligences does not play the most important role to determined people success. Albert Einstein for example, he is suffering from dyslexia--have difficulty to read, but he is being one of the greatest founders in the world. People success is not about their score in math, or even chemistry. But, more to their ability get a long well with others. I’m sure; people’s success depends on their hard work, their Emotional Intelligences and talent.

The most important thing that determined people success is hard works. Basically those who are full of initiative encompass colossal enthusiasm and bestow limitless effort in the things they do. They have always willed to achieve improvement, even as minimal to the margin as possible. Thus with sufficient hard work, they do achieve that success. Their circle of accomplishments surrounds this fixation called ‘hard work’ and that ‘hard work’ has contained gigantic amounts of work (or joules in physics terms; as to units of work). With going through and overcoming again and again the gigantic amounts of work, they will be adapted to that and in the long run, have no difficulty in surpassing themselves for they are used to the term ‘difficulty’. For those who might be bothered with the fact that intelligences are solemnly just impossible to be surpassed, think again! Hard work does surpass intelligences, especially in terms of effort. Their willingness to improve shoves them to become the spotlight in their surroundings, and achieve success easily.

Another important thing to determine people success is their emotional intelligences. EQ, or well known as Emotional Intelligence. Emotional Intelligence is not only about the way people control their emotion, know as managing emotion -- the ability to regulate emotion in both ourselves and in others ,but also about relationship management — the ability to inspire, influence, and develop others while managing conflict. Therefore, the emotionally intelligent person can harness emotions, even negative ones, and manage them to achieve intended goals. This is a kind of intrapersonal intelligences. People with this intelligence are easily to get something they want, or persuade other people to trust them. For example, my auntie is a chief manager in a famous hotel in Jakarta. In contrast, she is not really smart a school and university, but she can achieve that success. When I asked her how can she achieve success, she said, “when you can make other people trust you, and you also can maintain your emotion, you can make other people like you, and do whatever you asked for.” That’s why people who have good Emotion intelligences are easily to communicate with other people, and make friends with others. When people have good emotional intelligences, I am sure, success is on their hand.

Last but not least, Success is about talent and the way people improve and also manage their talent. God creates us with different kinds of talent and our job is to maintain and improve it well and make the best of it. My father for example ,he has a physical defect—only have one hand, because of an incident. But, now he is being a senior editor in Suara Pembaruan daily news paper, he ever being the vice chief editorial staff, who is a person who responsible the whole news paper everyday, and I am really proud of him. I sure the success that my father achieve, is because he is straight to improve and maintain his talent and never hear what other people talk about. He is inspire me so much, he ever want other people pity with him. He wants other people know his talent and ability to achieve success. He want to be a light in the dark, and being a person who change people mind, who says people with physical defect can not do anything, and always need help from other people. My father is a live witness, and also as a prove, when people want to maintain their ability to the max, there is always a way out to success.

In brief, Intelligences is not play the most important role to people success. But, people’s success depends on their hard work, their Emotional Intelligences and their ability to improve and maintain their talent to the max. Every body can achieve their own success when they can do all of this way. Success is not only a word for people who have a good intelligence, but for everybody.

My mood today

2009-02-26T05:07:00.000-08:00

Ok, well gw akui sumpahhh mood gw ancuur sehancur-hancur nya!! Banget-banget! Kalau diandaikan sebagai cuaca, mendung banget, tapi belom hujan, udaranya lembab banget! Bikin gw pengen tidur seharian.

Ahh gw binggung mau cerita apa, tapi I just wanna tell you guys, my day are over and turning, upside down. Nyebelin, ditambah nyokap gw yang berisik nya minta ampuuunn, mana gw lagi nyelesain essay yang naujubilah susah nya!-ok, bukan susah, tapi nggak ada ide, alias BUNTU! Please someone help me!

*ini adalah quickpost yang sangat tidak meaning sekali!!

my duo banana

2009-01-30T18:00:00.000-08:00

“I love banana, I love banana!”-freak enough hah? Looks like Ireally loves banana. But those words we’re not belong to me, but belong to my two lovely cousin.
Just a couple days ago, when I came to my grandma house, I’ve brought some banana, I just put it in the table, and I left it. When I came back (just a split second) you know what happened? IT’S GONE!

I just wondering, where those banana hiding? Under the table? Unfortunately not! It’s hiding, in my cousin belly! Owwhwhh, unlucky me..
Well, I’m not angry or mad with them at all. Just a kind of anxious, why they really love banana? I also loves banana so much, but I’m not that obsessed.

Still with my duo banana (from this, if I said duo banana, it’s mean my two lovely-freak cousin). Ok, can you just imagine, they’re just 5, and 8 years old. But, they can speak English fluently. Got it? Are you surprise?-hopefully yesss! The first time when my grandma tell so, I don’t really believe her at all, yeahh.. how could the two lovely cousin who just 5 and 8 years old, can speak English fluently? I mean, mybe, just a bit of new vocab that they got it at school, or Disney channel, or even Ben 10 cartoon. Until I heard it by my own ears! You know, I’m still young! I have a good hearing right!
And, I’m just asking my self, can I spoke English as fluent as what they do?
Yeahh, hope so!

Honeylovebabe, sign out

Bonita.

Bless me GOD!

2009-01-30T04:20:00.000-08:00

Well, I don’t fell really well today. Cried a long day? No, I didn’t- yeah, but unfortunately yes..
Laid back to my bed. I don’t know why I cried. Lonely? No, actually I just fell confused (science or social) arggh, just a piece of cake problem-my auntie said.
Simple? Hha, for you who already in second grade, it’s seems so simple. I never cried as long as I did today.

I’m not a stupid person- but, not a smart person also. Just a clever one. (yeahh, I’m not really sure. But I think like that) honestly, I just wanna make my parents proud of me, that’s all. Okok, I also want it! I loved it. But, the problem for me now on is,”I NEED EXTRA TIME, CONSENTRATION, AND GOOD MOOD TO MAKE IT!” If my mood already come to an end, I suggest you do not get beside me. Because you could me my ”LOVELY SAMSAK”.

My father said, “kamu masuk IPA aja ya.” Well, all of us know that. If you go to science class, you can also choose social major in university. Whatever the reason now, I just want ti tell my father that even I’m not smart enough just pray for me that, I can go to science class.(please God help me to get it)
FYI, I’m a person who need a motivation, I need more-more-more motivation when doing something. Especially when I get down, hopeless-not jobless.
In short, I want to make my parents proud of me, no matter how. Thankiess Eka, for your well moral support. I always remember what you said to me, “Ully, there’s a time when you’re get down with problems, but just be strong, cause I know you can dissolve it!”
Thakiess Eka, so much better for me!

I'm sign out honeylovebabe*never give up!*

Bonita

a week passed by!

2009-01-29T05:22:00.000-08:00

As my day over! Hha, honestly I had no idea what did I supposed to do these day.
A week passed without his call. Passed like other day before he called me 3 months ago. Anyway, he’s not “someone special” like bf or anything, he’s just my close friend (seems like you Dan.) ok, honestly he’s my close-close friend, my ex crush, and my ex “couple hours” bf.

I believe that, you would say, “couple hours? How it could be?”. Okok, my answer is not blablaballa. But, in short.. my parents are the overprotective one, so… they said, “kamu pacaran nya nanti aja ya.” Hha. But, even though they said so I still a person who wanna try on it., and.. it failed! Such a damn things, my mother know it, so in order to respect my mother ORDER, we just broke up. After week passed, we’re still keep in touch, and about a week ago, we’re just stop to keep in touch, and make a bond between us..

Whatever it is, all I need now is just happy being single. Hope so!
Hha, one more thing, for u “the boy who called me for this passed 3 months” TRY TO GET SOMEONE MUCH BETTER THAN ME, JUST OPEN YOUR EYES AND HEART TO SEE IT CLEARLY!!
I’ll pray for you always, and always.
If u asked me again about your “rhetoric” question, I’ll said “no, I don’t feel any kind of lovelyfeelinglove anymore! Thankiesss for all your possible help, and being my private teacher for a while. Hha.”

I'm signout.. honeylovebabe

Bonita

Mood? the end!

2009-01-28T03:13:00.000-08:00

well, as my mood go down.

arghh, geez! i just don't know what i supposed to do!

Let me tell you, a bit about my whole lovely(damn!) life

ok, woke up(late) in the morning, and my mom already made my mood come to an and.. arggh, everything looks so... (you know lahh!)

do nothing at school. wait.. i do something, chat, write, read, walk, get tired (count it?).

owwh, when saturday comes? i feel the day passed slowly! please God, I need some rest! need it! really need it. I want to see my "Bagus" then there! hha.

Small Unpredictable World!

2009-01-27T03:34:00.000-08:00

yoha, apa kabar yang disana? (apa deh gw?!)

hha, hari ni gw mau membagikan sedikit cerita lucu yang sudah lama terpendam.

don't u know, kalo dunia ini sempit SEKALI? nggak percaya?--percayalah. Check this out!

beberapa minggu yang lalu, pas ge retreat sekolah, guru kimia yang bernama Pak Tigor tiba-tiba ngajak ngobrol gw, and he asked me about my fam name (marga-red) ya, soalnya kita sama-sama orang batak. hha. setelah berbincang-bincang sejenak , akhirnya dia nanya pekerjaan nyokap-bokap gw, dan gw jawab, "mama saya mantan perawat di RS.c****i. Trus dia bilang kalo istrinya juga perawat di rumah sakit yang sama. setelah dia kasih tau, siapa nam istrinya, dan gw kasih tau siapa nama nyokap gw..PERCAKAPAN KITA PUN USAI! hha, but anyway, pas gw tanya ke nyokap gw, "ma, mama tau gk nama suster *piip*", and then, nyokap gw langsung jawab dengan suara yang keras, lantang, dan merdu(-ok gw tau yang satu itu lebay!), "ITU KAN, ATASAN MAMA, DAN DIA YANG BANTUIN KAMU LAHIR!" for a moment gw hanya terdiam, dan *giggles* sumpah gk percaya abiiis gw! bayangin aja, gw sama seklai gk kenal pak Tigor, sebelum masuk 38, tapi, ternyata... ISTRINYA, YANG BANTU SUPAYA GW ADA DI DUNIA!
temen sebangku gw jadian sama temen deket gw dari SD! bayangin aja! (meskipun gw yang comblangin sih, hha.tetep aja kan!)
temen satu kelas gw, Sara, jadian sama temen SMP gw yang namanya Bayu Markus! buseet, gw aja baru tau minggu lalu! dan gw langsung tersentak kaget! padahal mereka dah jadian selama lebih dari 1 bulan! anjjroot, kemana gw selama ini? menghilang dari peredaran muka bumi? hha. nggaklah! lebbbay!

yah, menurut gw sih itu, sudah cukup membuktikan bahwa dunia itu sempit! tapi kalo menurut lo dunia itu masih cukup lebar untuk di jelajahi, yah.. itu urusan lo! hha. gk mau deh ikut campur! bagi yang sependapat? *toss!* hha.

sign out, honeylovebabe..

Bonita!

love this!

2009-01-27T03:10:00.000-08:00

David Cook
Always Be My Baby lyrics

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

love this song so muchmuch! hope, one day someone will sing this for me! hha..

ngareep! :D

moving!on! yupsiee

2009-01-24T05:17:00.000-08:00

looking for someone else!

hha, apa deh gw? tapi itu memang bener. gw berusaha cari yang baru! paling gak supaya, bisa move on!

gw gk mau lagi, terpuruk dalam hal yang sama! capekkkk tau!

jujur, gw pengen dia cepet ngelupain gw, ilangin aja gw yang jahat,jelek, dan gk berguna ini, dari otak lo! gk ada gunanya! cuma bisa makan hati aja! hha..

bukan brarti kalo gw dapet yang baru, itu jadi pelampiasan ya! tapi, gw akan mencoba melupakan yang lalu!

karena gw pengen dia juga melakukan yang sama. arggghhh.. kak' cencen pengen nangis nihh!*peluk*

gw gk mau dia terus nungguin, ahh, ok gw tau itu gk mungkin! tapi gk mungkin lagi, gw mau lo terus nungguin gw! apapun itu, mari kita sama-sama move on!

my 22 january, the sadness day ever!

2009-01-23T01:06:00.000-08:00

beberapa hari yang lalu, lebih tepatnya, tanggal 22 januari 2009, tepet 1 bulanan nya Eka-Aldi, gw seharian nangis melulu! mulai dari pagi, siang, sore, malem sampe pagi tanggal 23 pagi nya..

sebenernya, masalah ni sangat menyakitkan hati gw, tapi.. gw yakin this is the best for both of us!. selama lebih dari 3 bulan, hari-hari ge selalu di penuhi oleh dia, tapi.. sekarang sepi deh! huahha!

ahh, rebek amat deh dunia ini! semuanya bikin gw nangiisss terus! hha.. semoga orang yang suka nelpon gw gk baca postingan ini, soalnya, gw mau dia move on! hha.. pasti jawaban nya dia "blablablabllaa..." iya gw tau lo pasti jawab ky gitu!

tapi, apapun itu, thanksss berat buat EKA, my lovely chairmate yang dah merelakan dirinya dipeluk-peluk oleh diri ku, saat sedih.. dan bilang"you can disolve it!" thankiess Eka! you're the best! hha..

buat ka Cencen, berusaha ya kak! untuk mendapatkan diri NYA! hha.. aku yakin kakak pasti bisa! kita kan mirip tauu..

honey love,

Bonita.

Iyuwwwhh.. ILFEEL! :d

2009-01-06T03:16:00.000-08:00

ihh, kalo di inget lagi bikin gw tambah ilfiil aja! najong tralalalaaaa! maaf deh yang dah telp gw! tapi lo emang soooo... najong! (skali lagi maaf ya!)

gw inget banget pas hari minggu gw lagi sakit dan pusing-pusingnya.. pas gw dah lumayan baikan, dengan ditemani seseorang via tlp, kurang lebih jam 21:15 WIB, ada seseorang yang menelepon gw!!!(tenang gw gk diterror kok!) pas gw angkat, yang ngomong adalah cowo! buseet! kaget nya banget-bangetan gw! trus tak dinyana, (halahh!) dia ngomong pake "AKU-KAMU" an! buseet! gw itu paling anti ngomong pake begituan! ajaib banget nih manusia, gak ada angin gak ada hujan atau tornado! dia ngapain manggil gw aku-kamu??? emang sih dia pernah beberapa kali sms gw, tapi dia gk tralu deket sama gw! dia cuma kenal gw digereja! gw aja nggak nggeh sama sekali, kalo dia nggak ngeadd FS gw!

huuh! kalo bukan karena gwnya yang baik?! gk akan gw ladenin deh! malesin banget gk siih? iyuuwh! ILFEEL! yang gk gw suka itu dia pake bilang, "gw gk ganggu lo kan? bisa dong kita telpon-telponan!" eeh busaeet! gk enak aja gwnya makanya gw bilang, "iya kok gk apa-apa!" yahh, emang salah gw juga kali ya, mustinya gw lwbih tegas ngomong sm dia!

so, the moral of the story is..,buat gw sih , mungkin lain kali gw harus hati-hati kalo mau ngangkat telepon dari orang, dan harus lebih jujur! kalo emang gk suka di telepon, bilang ja yang sejujurnya!

I'm sign out! honeylove,,

Bonita!

2009-01-04T22:43:00.000-08:00

“the longest elevator trip”

malam itu Ryan untuk ke sekian kalinya pulang jam 1 pagi. Yang Pastinya itu karena Bu Rara, bos nya yang otoriter dan nggak peduli sama nasib karyawannya.
“pulang mas Ryan?” yang Ryan tahu pada jam segitu Cuma pak Karjo, satpam lantai 19, lantai tempat dia kerja
“ia pak.. udah 3 hari nggak tidur buat ngejar deadline! Sekarang mau pulang, terus… tidur deh! Capek nih!”
“wah, mas… kalo saya jelas nggak tidur tiap malam, secara gitu mas, saya kan satpam! tapi kalo, nggak tidur 3 hari, nggak pernah! apalagi mas Ryan!! Dapat bonus donk dari Bu Rara?” canda pak Karjo
“he..he.. Pak Karjo ada-ada aja deh!! Udah ya Pak, saya mau pulang dulu, udah midnight nih… lift masih bisa di pake kan Pak? Saya udah capek turun tangga.”
“masih kok mas! Tenang aja! Hati-hati ya mas!” teriakan Pak Karjo mengantar Ryan untuk pulang.

Selain Ryan, di lift itu masih ada 3 orang lagi, tepatnya 2 laki-laki, dan 1 perempuan.
“maaf mas bisa di tekan ke lantai dasar gak?” kata Ryan sama salah satu laki-laki di lift itu.
“udah kok! Khan kita semua ke lantai yang sama.” balas laki-laki itu lagi.
“oh.. makasih ya!”

Tiba-tiba…
“lho.. ada apa nih? Kok lift nya nggak jalan? Kenapa nih?” tiba-tiba aja, lift berhenti seketika, dan menghantarkan mereka ke antara lantai 13 dan 14.
“wah.. coba deh tekan tombol daruratnya!!” kata Ryan dengan panik nya.
“udah…udah dari tadi di tekan, tapi nggak ada reaksi apa-apa!!” jawaban laki-laki yang ada di dekat tombol lift itu tampaknya tidak memuaskan Ryan, tapi.. itulah kenyataannya!!
“waduh… terus kita gimana? Lampu penunjuk lift nya nyala, tapi nggak jalan juga!! Terakhir sih, juga jalan di lantai 14 mau ke 13!” jawaban perempuan itu masih kurang memuaskan, dan lagi-lagi itulah kenyataan nya!! Dengan cara bicara nya yang panik, ia berusaha berbicara dengan Ryan!
“woi… tolong donk!! Lift nya nih!! Woi… tolong-tolong…”laki-laki yang ada di dekat tambol itu, terus saja mengendor pintu lift.
“udah lah!! Percuma lo kaya gitu!! Pintu lift itu nggak bakal terbuka karena lo pukul-pukul kaya gitu!! Gak ada guna nya!!” Ryan memperingati laki-laki yang dari tadi itu terlalu agresif!!
“tapi… Woi… buka… woi… buka!!!!”
“eh.. pintu lift nggak akan terbuka kalo lo kaya gitu!! Pintu lift nggak di desain buat terbuka dengan sendirinya, kaya pintu manual!!” sekarang laki-laki yang dari tadi diam di pojok lift itu akhirnya buka mulut juga!!
“ok…sekarang kita terjebak dalam lift!! Dan kemungkinan besar, kita baru keluar saat jam pergantian jaga yaitu jam 6 pagi. Karena jarang banget ada satpam yang ngecek lift! Maka… nggak etis aja kalo kita nggak kenal! Paling nggak kalo mau panggil, cukup panggil namanya aja!!! Nama gue Ryan dari lantai 19” sekarang Ryan memperkenalkan dirinya.
“ nama gue Marco, dari lantai 25.” Kata laki-laki yang dari tadi diam tenang di pojok lift.
“ nama gue Kemal, dari lantai 22.” Kata laki-laki yang dari tadi sangat agresif.
“ nama gue Andira, panggil aja Dira, gue dari lantai 24.” Sambung perempuan itu.

Mereka sudah ada di dalam lift itu selama 3 jam. Dan tidak ada yang berubah… mereka menunggu… menunggu…dan menunggu…

“Marco, lo bisa nggak sih nggak ngerokok??” dengan nada kasar, Kemal menasehati Marco.
Tapi nampaknya Marco merasa tersinggung, “kenapa sih emangnya? Lo merasa terganggu?” tanya Marco lagi.
“apa?? Dengan enaknya lo bilang merasa terganggu?? Maksud lo apa??” bentak Kemal sama Marco!!”
“udah-udah… cukup!!! Ya udahlah Mar, dari tadi lo udah ngerokok sampai 5 batang. Udah cukup Mar!!” kembali Ryan melerai pertengkaran Marco, dan Kemal.
“aduh apa-apain sih kalian kaya anak kecil aja deh!!” sekarang perempuan yang dari tadi melongo diam, menunggu pergantian jaga malam sampai jam 6 pagi nanti.
“benar apa yang diomongin sama Dira, 2 jam lagi kita bakal keluar dari lift ini!! Jadi jangan memperkeruh suasana!!!

Dan sesuatu terjadi setelah itu…

“aaaaaaaaaaa…………” teriakan itu begitu mengejutkan dan membuat semua panik!!! LAMPU LIFT MATI MENDADAK!!! Dan teriakan itu berasal dari pita suara Dira!!!
“ada apa nih?? Lampunya kok mati sih?” ternyata itu bukan saja mengagetkan Dira, tapi juga Marco, Ryan, dan Kemal!!!
“aduh dalam keadaan kayak gini, masih ada mati lampu juga??” bentak Marco kecewa, pada apa yang telah terjadi.
“eh, Mar, sebenarnya ya, dari tadi ada sesuatu yang membuat gue nggak bisa tenang. Gue udah kerja di sini selama 4 tahun, gue hampir tahu setiap lantai di gedung ini, dan setahu gue ya, lantai 25 itu kosong!! Dan rasanya aneh aja kalo ada yang pulang subuh, sedangkan kantornya itu kosong!!” pertanyaan dari Kemal itu yang mengagetkan semuanya, termasuk Ryan.
“oh ya… apa urusan lo?”
“ya nggak sih.. Cuma curiga aja… eh, maksud gue pengen tahu aja!”
“for your information ya, kalo lo emang udah kerja selama 4 tahun, dan kalo lo emang tahu semua guna lantai di gedung ini, mestinya… lo tahu kalo… sebenarnya gue karja di lantai 23, dan kalo lo emang tahu juga… kalo sekarang kantor gue bakal pindah ke lantai 25, dan otomatis gue sekarang kerja di lantai 25.
“oh gitu!!!” untung aja jawaban Marco itu cukup memuaskan
“oh…ya… gue juga pengen tahu, gue udah kerja di sini selama 7 tahun dan, gue sama sekali belom pernah lihat muka lo!” tanya Marco lagi.

Dan sesuatu terjadi lagi setelah itu…

“eh, Mar,Mal… kaya nya lo musti bantuin gue deh…”sepertinya kalimat yang diucapkan Ryan cukup untuk membuat mereka kembali tegang.
“kaya nya Dira sesak nafas deh!!Dir lo kenapa??” kata Ryan lagi
“gue nggak bisa nafas, gue harus cepat-cepat keluar dari lift ini!!”kalimat itu keluar dari mulut Dira dengan nafas yang tersenggal-senggal.
“tolong donk bantuan gue!!” Ryan kembali berucap.
“eh, Mar lo nggak bisa liat ya, kalo Dira udah sesak nafas!!” bentak Kemal.
“mana bisa gue ngeliat? Kan lampunya mati!”
“iiiiihhhhhhh…. Lo bikin gue kesel aja deh!!” bentak Kemal sambil berusah menahan emosinya.
“udah deh diemin aja, nanti juga baikan sendiri!!!” jawab Marco lagi!!
“Gimana Dir, lo udah baik kan?” tanya Ryan dengan nada yang bersimpatik.
“udah kok, gue udah enggak apa-apa”Jawab Dira yang nafasnya mulai teratur.
“tuh kan Mal, belajar percaya sama orang lain donk!!” kata Marco lagi sama Kemal “oh ya… sebentar lagi lampu lift ini juga bakal nyala kok!!

Dan benar saja apa yang dikatakan sama Marco…

“sebenarnya loe itu siapa sih??” tanya Kemal kepada, Marco.
“gue, Marco, dari lantai 25!!”
“kerja di lantai 25, atau penghuni lantai 25?” tanya Kemal dengan gelisah!”
“apa bedanya?” jawaban Marco ini sudah cukup membuat semuanya bergidik.
“Dari tadi itu gue udah curiga! pas lo bilang Dira bakal sembuh, nggak lama setelah itu dia sembuh! Terus, pas lo bilang bahwa lampunya bakal nyala, lampunya beneran nyala!! Semua itu nggak mungkin kebetulan!!
“menurut lo?”

sepertinya Kemal nggak bisa tahan emosinya.

“Ryan, tolong bilang sama Marco untuk diam, atau sesuatu bakal terjadi!” kata Kemal dengan suara yang mengucilkan.
“udahlah Mar, Mal!! Kita bakal keluar sebentar lagi!! Jangan buat gue bingung!!” jawab Ryan lagi.
“ Tenang aja Ryan, sebentar lagi pintu lift ini juga bakal terbuka!” Jawaban enteng dari Kemal malah justru membuat Ryan bingung.

Dan Tiba-tiba pintu lift terbuka…Dan…

“mas…mas…mas enggak apa-apa kan?” sekarang nggak tahu kenapa, tiba-tiba aja ada satpam di depan muka Ryan.
“nggak, saya nggak apa-apa kok!! Saya kenapa sih?”
“tadi itu mas kejebak di dalam lift, dan…kita baru tahu jam 6 pagi ini! dan begitu kami tahu.. mas langsung pingsan!”
“oh gitu… temen saya yang lainnya mana?”
“temen, temen yang mana? Mas mimpi kali tadi pas pingsan!!” sepertinya jawaban dari satpam itu, membingungkan sekali ya…..
“nggak tadi saya sama temen saya! Ada dari lantai 22, 24, terus lantai 25!”
“nggak mas!! Mas, itu tadi sendirian!! Masa sih, saya bohong!!” jawaban itu masih terus mengambang di dalam pikiran Ryan…

Esok harinya di Kantor lantai 19

“sebenarnya pernah ada kejadian apa sih di lift itu pak?” tanya Ryan sama Pak Karjo.
“setahu saya ya mas, katanya sih pernah ada 3 orang yang terjebak dalam lift itu mas, terus karena nggak bisa ditolong mereka semua meninggal! Mungkin arwahnya nggak tenang kali mas!! Sepertinya ungkapan Pak Karjo membuat bulu roma nya bergidik!!
“oh gitu ya!!! Kalo gitu suruh deh Pak Anton yang jenggotan, jelek itu!! Kesini, terus bilang sama Bu Rara , supaya liftnya nggak dipakai dulu!!”
“iya mas Ryan!! Nanti saya panggil Pak Anton lagi deh!! Serem ya mas?? Nggak mau lembur lagi donk?” dengan nada yang setengah mengejek…
“ ya nggaklah Pak, kalo… misalnya lembur di kasih uang lembur sih… siapa sih yang nggak mau? He…he…”
“ada-ada aja deh mas Ryan!! Saya tiap hari kerja malam, tapi nggak pernah dikasih uang lembur sama Bu Rara tuh…”
“iya lah Pak!!! Kan beda… He…he…”

Dari Senci sampai Pasar Senen.

2008-12-30T03:53:00.000-08:00

Niat hati cuci mata, sakit hati yang ku dapat!

msh inget bgt gw, hari itu pas bgt tgl 25 des. pas hari natal. setelah gw dr gereja, gw dan keluarga mau pergi ke PIM. niatnya sih paling mau makan sm nonton aja. cuman, di tengah perjalanan, bokap gw niat ngajak tante gw yang otw ke tebet., dan jadilah kita sekeluarga ngajak tante gw.

rencana pun berubah! yang tadinya mau ke PIM, malah jadi ke daerah senayan! secara di senayan itukan bnyk mall! namu,, buset! senayan itu membinggungkan! jalnnya banyak amat! gk biasa ke sana sih gwnya! ribet bgt! supir gw aja smp binggung mau msk lewat mana! alhasil, masuklah kita ke senci.

begitu masuk, ok fine, lumayan baguslah. next target, gk asek kan klo cuma muter tnpa beli apa apa? nah, tragedi pun di mulai..(halah! lebay!)

Bokap gw masuk ke salah satu toko, dan mulai hunting topi bersama adek gw tercinta(cuuuiih..) nah, dapetlah topi yang bagus. Bokap gw ngira tuh topi harganya paling 100 rb plg mahal! buseet dah! pas liat tag harganya?!! you know what? harganya 256 rb! anjroot! mungkin bokap gw sbenernya dah gk mau beli tuh, tapi, secara dah masuk toko, dan gk enak pula sm mbak-mbak nya, walhasil, bokap gw keluar dari toko ajaib itu dengan memakai topi yang mahal itu!(bener-bener langsung dipake!).Gilaaa! buset! gw bener-bener makan hati belanja di situ! gw cuman bisa ngarep beli ini-itu, tapi, gk bisa beli juga! cuihh!

nah hal ini sangat bertolak belakang dengan kejadian waktu gw di pasar senen! beda jauuuhh banget deh pokoknya! dengan modal gw yang cuma 100 rb rupiah, gw bisa dpt 6 items! hebat gk tuh? itu aja gw blm pk acara tawar-menawar! kalo pake acara begituan sih, bisa dpt 10 items! dan jgn salah! barang di sana itu bagus-bagus lho! tinggal di laundry atau dicuci ulang pasti ky baju baru! yah, sbenernya itu krn gw pecinta barang-barang vintage and second hand siih!

so, in brief.. the moral of the story is, bagi anda yang merasa keuangan nya surut dan tidak menentu lebih baik pergi ke pasar senen dari pada SenCi dan temen-temannya! gila! ntar lo bisa makan ATI! belanja nggak yang ada lo menanggis dalam hati! apalagi kalo liat tag harganya! yah, gw sih gak ngelarang bwt pergi ke SenCi , cumann.. kalo gw sih mending beli gas sm beli beras dari pada beli MAXI DRESS nya ZARA yang berharga Rp 780.000 gilaaa! gw bisa gk makan 4 bulan! arrghh.

so guys! watch out!(apa siiih)

'mak comblang!

2008-12-26T19:22:00.001-08:00

tadinya sih, gw yang minta di cariin calon, tapi...

alkisah, gw punya temen sebangku yang namanya Eka. sumpah deh, si manusia iseng ini, minta di cariin cwo. ahh, gw binggung! mau gw cariin sm siapa coba? yah, tapi gw ngwbacot iya-iya aja sm dia, gw bilang,"iya deh ntar ya gw cariin kalo ada lowongan buat lo! sipsip" padahal sihh, gw aja lg nyari calon! tapi, untuk temanku terkasih, apa sih yang nggak?

gw inget banget hari itu, hari kamis, gw lupa tanggal brapa. cuma pass gw OL msn, ada tmen SMP gw yang namanya Hiraldi ngegreat gw.. wuiihh, ajaib bgt nih manusia tiba-tiba ngegreat gw, padahal jarang bgt diia ngegreat gw, tapi yang gw kesel baru ngegreat tiba-tiba udah di tanyain gw punya calon pacar gk buat dia? dalam hati gw, wah, kampret di manusia! baru chat bentar udah nanyain punya calon gk buat dia?

seketika juga, gw inget akan si EKA! MY LOVELY CHAIRMATE! ya udah deh, si aldi minta fotonya Eka, gw kasih dan dia bilang Eka itu cantik(ya iyalah dodol! temen gw gituu!)arghggh, tau deh kelanjutannya gimana setelah mereka bertukar nomor HP. tau tau dia udah jadian aja! dalam hati gw, hoy! gw nih yang ngenalin lo berdua! kasih tau gw kek kapan lo jadian!

yah tapi, yang paling penting itu sihh PJ nya! huahahaa.. ya,, for ALDI AND EKA, i hope you two live happily ever after deh! tenang aja Eka, kalo Aldi macem-macem kasih tau gw! biar gw cincang-cincang! huahhaa..

don't cry!

2008-12-23T02:37:00.000-08:00

duh, ngeliat dia nangis, rasanya sama aja, ky ngiris tangan gw sendiri!

post ini spesial buat Chabut.(don't cry babe!)

aku binggung mau bilang apa lagi sama kamu. aku speechless bgitu baca post kamu. jujur aku gk tau apa yang musti aku tulis.. Cha, kalo kamu gk bisa ngelepasin dia dgn ikhlas, itu sama aja ky ngrebut benda kesayangan kamu, dari tangan kamu langsung!

kalo kali ini kamu bilang, kamu udah bisa move on, kamu fitnah dan boong lagi! hayo! udah deh! ngaku aja!(maksa!) i already know how hurt is it, tapi, kalo kamu ky gini trus..entar Mr.F itu kegeeran! kamu mau? nanti kesannya, kita ky ngerebutin dia gitu!

iih, kalo aku sih ogah tralalalaalla.. nggak deh danke!

satu hal lagi, yakin sm diri kamu kalo kamu itu CANTIK! SMART! CUTE! krn seorang cwe akan keliatan lebih cantik, kalo dia PD sm apa yang dia lakuin!

just smile my little cute Chopper dool!

Love is complicated!

2008-12-19T20:42:00.000-08:00

-for you, who fall in love with your crush-

Udah pernah denger lagunya David Archulleta yang Crush? yah, sbenernya seh lagu itu gk bagus-bagus amat kata tmen gw.. tapi, dia juga mengakui kalo lyricnya dalemmm.. banget! apalagi buat orang yang lagi terjebak di dalam hal yang sama.

Inti dari lagu itu sbenernya seorang cwo yang fall in love sama seorang cwe yang hanya ngangep dia seorang tmen, padahal cwo itu, suka bin sayang sm cwe itu, yah, yang bisa dilakuin sama cwo itu cuma menunggu sampai cwe itu sadar sendiri, kalo dia sayang sm cwe itu..

nah, kalo lo dah denger lagunya, harus lihat klipnya di youtube, lo pasti bisa langsung ngerasain rasa sakitnya si cwo.

but, i don't want to talk about the pain, yang pengen gw critain di sini adalah saat lo fall in love sama orang yang tadinya hanya lo anggep temen--ya meskipun lo 'dah ngerasa suka sama dia sih sebelumnya.

nah, inilah yang lagi gw hadapin, buset.. pusingnya amit2 cabang bayi, stressnya 7 turunan! coba deh lo menjadi gw. jujur gw juga suka sama dia, cuma banyak alasan dan karena satu dan lain hal yang sangat penting, gw gk bisa ngejalain relationship itu! salah satu alasannya adalah krn gw gk boleh pacaran sama bonyok!(alasan klise, dan konyol kan?!?)

skarang gw takut trima telpon dari dia! takut bangett... gw takut, nyakitin dia krn bilang, "sorry gw gk bisa, kita jadi temen aja ya?!"

gw takut bilang, "maaf gw gk boleh pacaran.."

takut bilang,"sorry, i enjoyed this kind of relationship!"

yang paling penting, gw takut dia gk bakal telpon gw lagi karna gw bilang hal-hal yang tadi.

hha.. skarang, dia dah bilang good bye, krn hal dodol bin bodoh yang gw bilang, ya ampunn,, apa dia itu masih nggak ngerti ya, kalo, He makes my world up side down!

arrggghhh.. SHIT! gw skarang gk tau apa yang mustinya gw rasain. happy, sad, or both? i guessed, it's already mixed up! so, I just can say, it's all complicated!

honestly, skarang ini, gw juga merasa SANGAT -SANGAT bersalah, sama mantannya crush gw itu. entah bagaimana ceritanya, dia susah banget bwt move on! (--kamu gk boleh boong sama aku C!) gw ngerasa dah nyakitian dia lebih dan berkali-kali lipat! apalagi kalo inget, betapa jelous nya dia sama gw. argghh.. rasa bersalah itu gk akan pernah ilang. berulang kali gw minta maaf, berulang klai juga dia bilang dia bisa move on. padahal? yah, gw yakin baru 30%.. apapun itu, buat mantannya crush gw, skali lagi gw minta maaf.."Cha aku minta maaf banget ya! maaf yang sebesar besarnya! aku dah bikin kamu ngerasa yang nggak-nggak. Aku minta maaf yang tulus ikhlas, banget! maaf ya! aku yakin kamu bisa jalanin yang baru sama cwo yang dah 3 tahun nungguin kamu! just smile Cha!

so, the moral of the story is,, kalo mau suka sm orang itu liat2 dulu! apalagi, lo itu gk istimewa2 banget(ya, model ky gw ini lah!). and one more thing, guys.. just be friend with your crush ex.

keep smile!

Dream School...

2008-12-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

-ayo tebak gw yang mana???-

Coba, hayo,, tebak deh! gw yang mana? binggung kan?

lucu ya, foto ini diambil pas gw dan temen-temen gw mau ujian praktek kesenian. secara kita semua cewe., ribetnya minta ampun deh!huahahh.. apalagi lagu daerah yang di ujikan susah banget bwt di arrangement!

nah gawatnya lagi, gw salah satu yang main gitar! ame mampus-mampusan deh gw bwlajarnya! sampe-sampe jari gw, Ocha, Risti, Sisca, ikutan melepuuuuhh! merah semua!(Nita seh nggak! secara dia main piano ya!)

Btw, it's not the point! yang mau gw sampaikan sebenarnya adalah.. betapa kompaknya gw dan teman-teman gw! huhahah..(narsis mode:ON)

yah, meskipun honestly, kita emang gk cocok 100% seh. pasti ada aja berantem-berantemnya! tapi.. hal itu gk berlangsung lama, soalnya, kita pasti gk betah berlama-lama ria buat diem-dieman!pokoknya kita itu kompak abis..

sampai-sampai gw, Ocha,Sisca,Nita, punya suaru proyek sekolah impian yang kita namain RUNS. RUNS ini adalah sebuah sekolah idaman yang sangat KEREN SEKALI. lo musti liat rencana gw dan teman-teman gw pas bikin presentasi ttng RUNS!(coba, niat banget gk seh?) nah, kita itu berharap banget ini sekolah bisa jadi kenyataan, soalnya pengen banget anak-anak kita nantinya punya sekolah yang keren abis dan gk ABAL! ky sekolah kita yang dulu.

lo harus liat beberapa cuplikan presentasinya!

tapi, maaf ya mungkin gk skarang! computer gw lagi error soalnya!

huhhahaaaa..

so, i just want to tell u, that i have a dream, and I hope it's could be true...

Get Started Gals!!!

2008-12-14T22:52:00.000-08:00

"Everything could be happend, when u want to get started, in every ways in ur life.."

Dasar gw nya aja yang DODOL

-I dedicate this to all girls who can't get started--CAYO!

Gw, adalah tipe orang yang senang berfilsuf, hahaha..yah, itu seh sbenernya sok tau nya gw aja! yah, tapi apa yang gw bikin take line itu emang bener! iya gk? iya gk? skarang, coba lo renungkan... just imagine, lo mau sesuatu, dan hal sesuatu itu sebenernya dan selangkah lagi jadi punya lo, tapi karena ke dodolan lo yang teramat sangat, lo beranggapan kalo itu impossible terjadi ke lo! HAHHHH.. dan ITU TERJADI SAMA GW! HOW FOOL I AM.

setelah gw tanya beberapa orang manusia yang gw anggap sebagai teman..dan gw ceritain panjang lebar ttng hal yang terjadi, mereka semua setuju dan serentak bilang,"ULLY DASAR DODOL LO! SKARANG NYESEL KAN?". Yah, sebagai orang yang tertindas dan emang dodol, gw cuma bisa tersenyum sipul dan bilang "Gak tuh! biasa aja seh gw nya!". padahal gw menangis dan berteriak histeris dalam hati, (halah lebay!)

yah, honestly, boleh dibilang gw nyesel sekitar 40%, selebihnya biasa aja. paling gw cuma bilang,"mungkin emang bukan buat gw kali!" but, anyway.. kembali ke topik! as what i say before, everything could be happend if u want to get started!(apa seh Ully? padahal gw juga susah get started,, huhuhu!) emang seh awalnya pasti susah banget! mulai dari lo yang takut, atau bahkan lo gk brani terima kenyataan?(apa coba? sama aja!) Tapi, believe me.. kalo lo udah mulai get started dari hal yang kecil aja.. selanjutnya pasti bisa lo lanjutin! percaya deh sama gw! atau msh blm percaya sm gw? nih contoh kedodolan gw, yang gk boleh lo contoh!

Alkisah, hiduplah seorang cewe cantik nan manis (cuiiihh,, narsis mode:ON) yang masih polos dan gk tau apa-apa. nah, kasian nya si cewe ini, (A.K.A gw sendiri). dia punya muka yang juteknya keterlaluan banget! sumpah! apalagi kalo lagi cuek, juteknya berlipat kali ganda! (tapi apa mau dikata? kalo udah cantik seh, cantik aja!--huee..)

gw pernah suka banget sama seorang cwo, tapi, karena gwnya yang dodol bin gembel,, gw cuma berharap-harap cemas ria! apakah tuh cwo suka sama gw atau nggak.. yah, karena gw gk bgitu ngerti akan respect si cwo, ya gw biasa aja! gw cuma nunggu sampai mungkin nantinya si cwo minta no HP gw atau apalah! ngebacot gitu sama gw!

Nah! dalam hal ini yang dodol bukan cuma gw! tapi, si cwo juga dodol! masa dia sama sekali gk nanyain no HP gw atau apa kek gitu yang bikin gw nyadar!? trnyata, dia cuma nyapa-nyapa aja! krana gw speechless, gw cuma bisa jawab.."Eehh, iya iya.." (tapi pasti yang tau cowo itu geleng-geleng, ngangguk2 iri deh sama gw--trus bilang, "Ully kampret! bisa2 nya dia di sapa?--huahhahahaaa.. rasain noh!)(sombong mode:ON) sampai.. suatu hari gw tau ternyata dia dah ada yang punya!! duh.duh.lo rasain deh tuh, jadi gw! hah? rasanya pedes manis,asem gimana gitu?!

intinya, mungkin karena, gwnya gk respect dan gk get started bwt nyapa dia, alhasil gw mendapat hasil yang SUPER DUPER GAK ENAK!(halah.. lebay!)

The moral of the story is... jgn takut bwt get started, get started itu penting banget! apalagi kalo orang yang lo deketin, nggak ngerti respect yang lo kasih! alias dodol, yah mirip-mirip gw gitu deh level kedodolannya! hhaaaa..

So, guys,, just be respect and don't be shame to get started first if u like someone! ok?

GIRLS SQUAD VS gals squad..

2008-12-13T20:26:00.000-08:00

-my friends at PIM II-

Adakah perbedaan antara Girls squad & Gals Squad ?

Mengapa harus ada "VS" diantaranya?

-Sbenernya gk ada bedanya juga seh..-

What a day! freak! i feel such a freak today..

whatever..ZZ..

ok.hari ini begitu bangun pagi sekitar jam 10 (-atau lebih tepatnya menjelang siang), gw tiba-tiba pengen banget ketemu sama "my lovely besties". Ya, berhubung gw dan teman-teman ku tercinta beda sekolah alias mencar-mencar. alhasil gw jarang banget ketemu sama mereka semua..ahh, rese nya lagi, frekuensi ktemunya gw dan tmen gw makin berkurang karena gw, jarang boleh pergi sama bonyok. hah.. what a disaster!?

Nah, kembali k cerita awal...gw PENGEN BANGET!!! ketemu sama mereka, and I really miss them all. Ada satu peristiwa yang bener-bener gk bisa gw lupain! so unbearable! peristiwa yang konyol dan seper duper nyebelin! dan lo (yang baca) harus ngebayangin jadi gw! I'll tell u more..

Once upon the time, waktu gw msh SMP kls 3, gw punya 6 temen deket yang slalu bareng, and it's not a genk! kita cuma jadi lebih sering bareng karena dah temenan dari kls 1 SMP, bahkan ada yang dari SD. jadi kita emang deket banget. salah satu dari tmen gw "Ms.S" emang salah satu cewe yang punya tipe muka agak jutek.(maaf ya "S" kalo baca) Tapi, dia itu sama sekali gk jahat! apalagi jutek! baik banget malah! cuma mukanya aja yang menghianati sifatnya! haha..

nah, si Ms.S ini, ternyata ada yang benci dan gk suka sama dia! dan lebih gk enaknya lagi, yang gk suka sma dia itu adek kelasnya! du dodol banget gk seh! udah gitu si adek kls ini, kerjanya cari masalah aja dan yang bikin tambah kesel, adek kls yang ini udah sok, beraninya ngadu sama guru! CUIIIIHHH..

suatu siang, gw dan temen-temen gw lagi makan di kantin pas istirahat. tadinya semua hal tenang-tenag aja.. malah kita makan sambil ketawa-ketawa dan tanpa dosa apa-apa. krana emang gk tau apa-apa!

and then.. SUDENNLY...

gk tau apa yang terjadi,(lebih tepetnya gw lupa sehh,,) tuh adek kls mencoba bwt tampar temen gw! gila apa ya tuh manusia? lo bayangin aja, seorang adek kelas??? NAMPAR kakak kelas? dan asal lo tau aja,, temen gw itu tadinya ngomong baik-baik! tuba-tiba tuh adek kls ky kesambet dan ngomong keras-keras! sampe-sampe 1 kantin ngeliat semua! malu gw jadinya! But,the only thigs in my mind is just...duh,, rasanya pengen ikutan NONJOK tuh adek klas! dalam hati gw.. WAH kampret! SIAPA DIA NAMPAR KAKAK KLAS! APALAGI TEMEN GW PULA!!!! ya, karena gw orang yang punya self control (narsis mode on), dan emang dasar gwnya males ngeladenin tuh adek klas,ya gw mending misahin mreka berdua! biar gk tambah runyam.

karena tmmen gw gk mau cari masalah, dia gk main tangan.cuma sekedar ngomong aja! yah, at the end.. temen gw diaduin sama guru, dan mreka semua dipanggil k ruang guru. yah, akhirnya semua berjalan dengan lancar dan gk ada lagi berantem-beranteman.. kan disuruh damai...

yah.. satau gw samapi sekarang ini mreka msh baik-baik aja, meskipun pernah ada masalah beberapa kali seh. tapi, now... it's all over!

So, the moral value are, yang pertama, kalo lo sebagai temen gw, yah.. cuekin aja tuh adek kls gk penting dan sok penting! MENURUT LO? MAKE SENSE GK SEH, ADEK KLS NAMPAR KAKAK KLAS???

nah, klo lo jadi adek kls.. jadilah adek klas yang baik hati dan penuh budi pekerti!(halah..) jangan sok GAUL! dan sok pentingggg!

in short,, sebenernya seh, gw cuman pengen kasih tau aja, kalo kita semua itu sama dan gk ada yang beda antara kakak sm adek klsnya! yah, itu seh cuma menurut tanggapan subjektif gw yang sok tau aja! tapi ada benernya juga kan? maka itu..

So, Guys.. just be friend with anyone u know!